the only thing that stops me is the fear of pain, failing and ending up scarred for life, like seriously paralyzed or smth. if disappearing from this world was easier i would 100% say yes instantly. like imagine you no longer need to go through the struggles of existence, with no need to think about consequences.
i think a lot of people feel the need to make preparations? such as cleaning their room, fasting or making letters for loved ones before they go - these things never even crossed my mind though. i think i've reached such a low point where i no longer feel empathy for those who would grieve my death.