
vonvonwantpeace
Specialist
- Jul 26, 2019
- 331
I think my sisters and a couple of aunts would be sad and maybe like 2 friends of mine.
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Girlfriend. Parents although I couldn't really give a shit. Maybe a couple of people from here but I doubt it. Btw nice pic. I remember when that came out. Good times in comparison. Can't believe it's been so fucking long.I think my sisters and a couple of aunts would be sad and maybe like 2 friends of mine.
Some friends - but since my breakdown & many attempts at suicide I have just totally cut off my friends for many months now - as I thought I would be gone already- so they would already have gotten very used to not hving me in their lives - no family that would care AT ALL & I say that not in a self doubting/ self hating kind of way- it's just the cold /hard truth - the only reason they took my SN away is cos they dont want to have to deal with the guilt they I may have done it atleast in part - due to how I was treated by them- they would rather I lived out the rest of my days in a loony asylum - cos then they can blame a "mental health " issue rather than shoulder ANY of the responsibility for my death . Had I or should I be successful - that and also the fact that I hve been guilt tripped about someone having to find my body- I even got a given a couple of 'tips' by this so called person at the least way to cause offence in killing my self - so it would look like an accident - they did this when no one else was around - and have subsequently denied -thereby adding to the gas lighting effect - of making me feel like I'm "going mad" - purely because of the fact cos I want to die - failing to consider they why?!