If you die today...

[oneside]

I'm proud that I never made wrong decisions about my life, I did everything I was supposed to do. Now I'm just tired of playing by the rules and getting nothing that I deserve.

 

[itsamadworld]

I never know if I am: ambitious, ungrateful, perfectionist or insecure... And about you?

I think I am all those things too. I'm definitely ungrateful, because I don't find life great...well, life grates on me..lol. Another thing, I want to be perfect, but maybe Ive gotten to where I'm so tired feeling this low boiling anger against the system. I work in end of life care, so I have enuf ambition to make a little money ...but I resent how pro-lifers are the only ones who get a voice and a choice...much of it is against my values, which makes me feel insecure in this planet.[/QUOTE]

 

[Justhere]

I never said "I'm sorry"

=)

 

[terry_a_davis]

That I tried to minimise the stress I caused my family when I was seriously mentally ill (schizophrenic for 7 years), I was able to realise stressing them wasn't good although it must not have been nice for them to see me decline but I didn't moan about my symptoms much to anyone.
That I changed as a person for the better, shame it took my life going completely off the rails to realise my failings and mistakes.
That I gave my dog a good life and home.

 

[RayoSinSol]

I dont really like the concept of pride

Could you explain this to me? I might actually agree, but I just kind of want to hear someone else's understanding.

 

[BPD Barbie]

I'd just be proud I'd made it this far to be honest.

 

[William Barker]

If? I damn well better lol

 

[BabyYoda]

I'd be proud that I spent most of the lockdown days the way I wanted.

 

[Arrow]

id be proud of the fact i made it this far, despite everything.

 

[GoBack]

Not a whole lot now, most of the good I did has been over shadowed.

 

[Throwawaysoul]

Proud I never went to jail. Proud I did a hell of a lot of drugs and never took an opiate. I'm in my forties and my only real achievements are getting my drivers license and my GED.

 

[ghostgirl99]

im proud of myself for not killing some mfs because god knows they deserve it

 

[coyguy]

I'm proud of my late dog, Simppa. She was extremely friendly to everyone, very playful, happy and comforted me every time I was feeling down. This may sound odd, but I had the feeling that she always knew my emotions, and acted accordingly.
She died last December, and it's been really difficult without her.
She meant the world to me.

 

[KleinerWolf]

I'm proud that I don't have any children because I'm aware they deserve better.
I'm proud that when I die, at least I stayed true to myself.
I'm proud that I've given my best shot.

 

[Celeste]

I will be proud that I tried very hard to find a solution to my mental illness. Proud that along the years I learned to be a more mature person and to be more in peace with myself.

 

[Iamnotperminant92]

I've been a depressed/anxious introvert but I managed to join and stay in a club at school that does public speaking related competitions in schools in my state (even got third place in my category one year.) Granted this was a decade ago. I'm not sure that I'm proud in the normal sense. Some say it takes courage but it's not a matter of guts but more just not giving a fuck what people think. It may have helped that I'm visually impaired and can't see expressions well at a distance.

 

[panhandler92]

I would be proud that I treated others with kindness and empathy.

 

[CyanideSoup]

I'm proud that despite the amount of shit life has thrown at me, I made it as far as I did. I'm also proud that I decided to speak up about all the people who have hurt me in my life and potentially I've protected somebody from being hurt in the same way.

 

[disconnection]

Ironically I'd be proud of the number of people's lives I've made better working / volunteering for charities, NHS, universities, samaritans... Yes that last one is the ultimate LOL.

 

[Desky]

I'm proud of how over the years built my mind for memory and some calculations + friendships

 

[MBlue]

I think I would be proud for trying to be good person. I can't say that I'm actually am good, I still make a lot of mistakes but I'm trying to do my best. I'm proud that I quit many bad habits and put a lot of work in my recovery.

 

[ssaaahmo]

i'd be proud of my passion and the fact that i managed to inspire some people

 

[pete_x]

That when I do let pride fuck with me, i get dinner and a movie afterwards. I'm classy like that.

 

[lostangel]

I have protected creatures on earth. Every time there is a spider in my room. I remove it with paper out the window. Same with snails. I see them in unusual unnatural spots and I move them to better places.

 

[GoBack]

I have protected creatures on earth. Every time there is a spider in my room. I remove it with paper out the window. Same with snails. I see them in unusual unnatural spots and I move them to better places.

Aw. I have move snails and slugs and worms if they're on really dry ground in the heat, up into the grass