sserafim
they say it's darkest of all before the dawn
- Sep 13, 2023
- 9,017
It's so annoying that even death is painful and takes effort in this cruel, evil world. I wish I could die in my sleep or something…
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ctbcat
Yes, the everlasting contrast.
- Jul 14, 2023
- 232
scary rare response oouuouououou
no because i'm selfish and want to be remembered to my own detriment. feels like a. what's the word. contradiction, but i wouldn't say so
i want to die but i want to leave a stain when i go. i want to linger. i think i'm just selfish :p
no because i'm selfish and want to be remembered to my own detriment. feels like a. what's the word. contradiction, but i wouldn't say so
i want to die but i want to leave a stain when i go. i want to linger. i think i'm just selfish :p
Dr Iron Arc
Into the Unknown
- Feb 10, 2020
- 21,392
I want to be remembered as well (for being a bad person) so I'd probably vote no on this. My death needs to make people happy that I'm gone.
kilowatt
Ciao mamacita
- Sep 9, 2023
- 384
What kind of question is this for a forum orientated on CTB? I think a vast majority would say yes. That's one's dream.
itsover404
Member
- Mar 10, 2024
- 22
No. I would like for people to remember what I was like. Before I began developing serious mental illnesss I was full of life and love and had so many people who cared for me like I them. I don't regret the majority of my life and the relationships I made and the people I affected. I would like them to remember me for who I was, not as I am now; ie a shell of who I was. This isn't me and I'd love for them to just remember me how I was. Although if it were just a button to erase myself without pain I'd sit on it, get my affairs in order, then promptly exit the building.
broth0100
i’m not in the tide i be under it, Jaws
- Oct 23, 2023
- 170
Definitely, my existence just hurting other people idk how to socialize with other people so people always assume I'm weird and annoying
I just don't want to exist
I just don't want to exist
Rimuss
even hopeless
- Feb 23, 2024
- 13
Definitely, would just be afraid the freaking button was broken or mislabeled, making it all worse by forcing me to live even longer or feel more acutely.
Magic buttons are a sketchy proposition.
Lead to the head on the other hand is a less fallible option.
Magic buttons are a sketchy proposition.
Lead to the head on the other hand is a less fallible option.
Kurai
Suffering
- Jul 23, 2023
- 241
Suicidebydeath
No chances to be happy - dead inside
- Nov 25, 2021
- 3,558
tbroken
Wizard
- Feb 22, 2024
- 691
untothedepths
death wont return my calls
- Mar 20, 2023
- 642
I would. I hate that the people who spend enough time to care about me will feel bad about it. It's not their fault, I don't know if it's anyones. I don't want them to be sad about not having to care about Cujo, you know?
luneylonegirl
Lonely betrayed girl ready to die
- Jan 31, 2024
- 67
LadyApple
We just want to go home early.
- Feb 17, 2020
- 117
Not yet. I'm going to try a little longer for my friend. She would want me to live and try. I hope I can fulfil the dream life both of us wanted for us both.
Groot
16 lines to make me feel fine
- Mar 27, 2024
- 56
Malaria
If I can't be my own, I'd feel better dead
- Feb 24, 2024
- 1,084
If only such a failproof device existed! I would press the button without a worry
ijustwishtodie
I have finally found my ultimate bliss
- Oct 29, 2023
- 5,797
Hell yes. In my case, I don't even care about the loved one aspect of it. I'd just press the button because it's a peaceful, immediate, guaranteed, easy way to die and that's exactly what I need in my life
Tobacco
Efilist. Possible promortalist.
- Jan 14, 2023
- 202
It would be awesome. I wouldn't press it inmediately because I still want to do some stuff. Is saving it for later allowed in your thought experiment? 
The most important aspect of this experiment is that I don't want anyone else to suffer. That's the main thing keeping me here and also lack of a painless method.
The most important aspect of this experiment is that I don't want anyone else to suffer. That's the main thing keeping me here and also lack of a painless method.
Timothy7dff
Wizard
- Apr 10, 2024
- 657
I have no loved one. No friends. No family. Every time I get my life going, the deep state beats me back down. I've had multiple failed attempts. I used to dream about such a magic button.
zanahori
Member
- Jul 21, 2023
- 82
offtoseethewizard
Student
- Aug 19, 2023
- 122
DeathOfKane
Member
- Apr 5, 2024
- 66
Of course. I feel like nothing but a mistake or glitch. I don't think I was supposed to be here to begin with. I think pressing that button is the right thing for me to do.
thelazyegg
Member
- Mar 25, 2024
- 45
I would immediately press it! You know, I used to tell my therapist about how in this one Doctor Who episode, there's this crack that if you touch it, it erases you from existence and all that knew you cease to remember you existed at all. Everyone was so horrified by that. For me, it sounded like a dream come true! Just like that crack in the wall, I would touch that button as soon as it was in my eyesight.
