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returntothevoid
Student
- Jul 20, 2023
- 100
id leap to that button in a heartbeatI think the two most common reasons most suicidal people have not CTB is fear of failing their methods/fear of the pain, and also not wanting to cause loved ones, families and friends to be sad.
IF there was a magic button you can press, which erases memories of you from all your loved ones like family and friends, so they never knew you existed, and you just disappear peacefully with no pain, would you press it?
I would slam the button so hard one thousand
Couldn't agree more. Just want to erase all this misery of this evil and unrelenting suffering that those of us with treatment resistant illnesess suffer from. Like others have said , it's the fear of failure and immense pain that has kept me from attempting to go through with it. That and not having the means to have a chance to successfully end it all.Of course, such a thing is exactly what I wish for. All I want is for this existence to permanently and peacefully disappear into nothingness so it's like I never existed at all, I just want this cruel and meaningless existence to be eternally forgotten about. I have no interest in something so evil and undesirable as having the ability to exist, I simply wish for non-existence but only never existing at all is true perfection to me.