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Banshee
Student
- Oct 25, 2021
- 154
It depends on how far back. I remember wanting to ctb since before I was in the first grade (5 years oldish). I've never wanted to live, never seen the reason to live but also I never had a reason not to live. Now that I'm in my 30s I still don't see a reason to but now I have many good reasons to not to live on top of not seeing the point of living.