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Banshee

Student
Oct 25, 2021
154
It depends on how far back. I remember wanting to ctb since before I was in the first grade (5 years oldish). I've never wanted to live, never seen the reason to live but also I never had a reason not to live. Now that I'm in my 30s I still don't see a reason to but now I have many good reasons to not to live on top of not seeing the point of living.
 
symphony

symphony

surving hour-by-hour
Mar 12, 2022
779
Seeing as I found LostAllHope around age 11... yeah, probably.
 
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itstimenow

Member
May 25, 2022
6
I feel like my being here was inevitable. Now if I can just get help with purchasing SN and Metoclopramide I can finally be at peace.
 
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Musketeer

Student
Jan 24, 2020
188
no, my condition and deteriorating health are the result of genetics, i was doomed from the start. Right out the gate i had no chance. That's why i fight hard for P.A.S because my condition is uncurable and causes unbearable suffering. No i will not go into the details on this site.
 

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