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Enlightened
- Apr 8, 2020
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If I could back in time i would have told my 25 year old year old self not to leave the building with that 55 year old man at work.
Two years ago in November 2022 I met the 55 year old man and feel in love with him. I thought he was this nice and fun guy who really liked me. I met him on my first week of work at one of the company's offices in London. The office day our boss had a meeting with everyone and then afterwards the boss allowed us to either continue working or mix with other people.
I had to complete so e learning packs my workplace gave me these were things on health and safety, bribery laws because working in an organisation that provides housing is open for lobbying snd corruption, equality and diversity policies and procedures and just information about the company I needed to know working there. I decided to talk to some colleagues and then told them I needed to complete my e learning packs thats when I met the man. He told me to forget about those and come hang out with all the colleagues.
I decided to go on a walk outside with the man and another male work colleague. We ended up at the imperial War Museum because the man knew a route to museum from the workplace. London is well connected. We had so much fun and I enjoyed myself because I never really had friends to do things with. We made it back on time for lunch.
When we made our way back in the work building I thanked the man for all the fun and he told me " the fun hasn't even started ". I thought this was going to be a great place to work and then he began to communicate with me at work, he made me feel so special and seen while my boys my own age ignored me which was why i fel, in love with him. This man I fall in love with ends being a two faced gaslighting coward who was dishonest with me about his complex relationship status, goes on to break my heart, sabotaging me in the workplace and humiliating me in the process with the assistance of our boss who is his friend. and my so called woman "friend" at work too.
Here is the full story : https://sanctioned-suicide.net/thre...-he-has-permanently-messed-up-my-head.172481/
I never used to understand why he changed towards me the minute I worked out his complex relationship status he concealed from me and when I told him that even though I was in love with him I am happy for his relationship and wished him well. He knew I was ready to move on from him. I blamed myself for everything. My grandmother said at the time "
"He did like you and it was case if I can't have you no one else can." I thought her suggestion was ridiculous but now I understand what she meant.
If you could go back in time and prevent 1 mistake from ruining your life which would it be ?
Two years ago in November 2022 I met the 55 year old man and feel in love with him. I thought he was this nice and fun guy who really liked me. I met him on my first week of work at one of the company's offices in London. The office day our boss had a meeting with everyone and then afterwards the boss allowed us to either continue working or mix with other people.
I had to complete so e learning packs my workplace gave me these were things on health and safety, bribery laws because working in an organisation that provides housing is open for lobbying snd corruption, equality and diversity policies and procedures and just information about the company I needed to know working there. I decided to talk to some colleagues and then told them I needed to complete my e learning packs thats when I met the man. He told me to forget about those and come hang out with all the colleagues.
I decided to go on a walk outside with the man and another male work colleague. We ended up at the imperial War Museum because the man knew a route to museum from the workplace. London is well connected. We had so much fun and I enjoyed myself because I never really had friends to do things with. We made it back on time for lunch.
When we made our way back in the work building I thanked the man for all the fun and he told me " the fun hasn't even started ". I thought this was going to be a great place to work and then he began to communicate with me at work, he made me feel so special and seen while my boys my own age ignored me which was why i fel, in love with him. This man I fall in love with ends being a two faced gaslighting coward who was dishonest with me about his complex relationship status, goes on to break my heart, sabotaging me in the workplace and humiliating me in the process with the assistance of our boss who is his friend. and my so called woman "friend" at work too.
Here is the full story : https://sanctioned-suicide.net/thre...-he-has-permanently-messed-up-my-head.172481/
I never used to understand why he changed towards me the minute I worked out his complex relationship status he concealed from me and when I told him that even though I was in love with him I am happy for his relationship and wished him well. He knew I was ready to move on from him. I blamed myself for everything. My grandmother said at the time "
"He did like you and it was case if I can't have you no one else can." I thought her suggestion was ridiculous but now I understand what she meant.
If you could go back in time and prevent 1 mistake from ruining your life which would it be ?
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