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I wish the ring had never come to me
Mar 9, 2024
1,816
Yes. Life is the problem, not my life's circumstances.
 
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Gild-Holm-’Ur

Gild-Holm-’Ur

Old man
Jun 28, 2026
125
Yes, can you imagine the taxes.
 
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Gild-Holm-’Ur

Gild-Holm-’Ur

Old man
Jun 28, 2026
125
Yes, unless 1billion could take me back to before I erred.
 
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Insufficent

Member
Jul 13, 2026
82
No, but my way of living with that kind of money would be considered suicidial.
 
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neurotoxic

neurotoxic

Experienced
Sep 15, 2019
240
Probably not. Money doesn't solve all my problems but having money would give me time off work and funds to fix my mental health. Although if i hoarded it and stayed a billionaire I'd kill myself out of guilt. (as all billionaires should)
 
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tomame

tomame

lost in the country 🌾
Dec 28, 2025
277
yes. money won't bring my partner back. nor relieve my guilt, shame, self loath, or spirit attachment

it would bring me security but im afraid the reasons i want to ctb .. can not be aleviated by anything
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
49,590
I don't want that, all I want is the peace of non-existence, nothing would make me wish for this terrible, torturous existence that never should had been imposed at all, to suffer in this existence is an abomination.

I'll just always see existence as a mistake that only ever tortures existing beings with no limit as to how much agony one can feel and all I want is to never suffer again, I'll just always find it so deeply undesirable to exist in every way. All I want is to erase this existence so it's like I never suffered at all, existence to me is the problem and I find it so terrible how the torture of being burdened with this existence can continue for decades longer just for one to face the terrible extreme agony of old age.
 
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Forveleth

I knew I forgot to do something when I was 15...
Mar 26, 2024
4,973
My wish to die has nothing to do with money. So yes.
 
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SuicidalCheese

Member
Aug 2, 2026
31
Yes. And it would actually make it easier, half the reason I haven't just taken an eternal nap, is the lack of ability to provide recompensation for my existence.
 
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angel164

angel164

martyr
Mar 29, 2026
54
yes and no. I would first use the money to escape, then do whatever I want for 1 year and then CTB.
Money wont be able to cure my sick mind, I will be ill, rich or poor.
I will just have fun because I can afford it, for brief amount of time and then go.
 
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Hvergelmir

Paragon
May 5, 2024
924
It would be hard to figure out how to utilize such vast resources, but I'd definitely try a lot of new things, before considering suicide again.
To me, money is very important, as a tool to unlock opportunities.
 

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