I noticed a post about money. Just wondering about love. I guess I mean more romantically, like a significant other. But it could be other kinds of love if you want to discuss that
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Bitcoin (BTC):Ethereum (ETH):Monero (XMR):The only person I ever loved recently left me for someone else. He was only thing that mattered to me. He left without so much as telling me. He ghosted me for two weeks. Now all I want to do is die.
I don't know how someone does that to another person. I'm sorry
not_a_robot
"i hope the leaving is joyful, & never to return"
- May 30, 2019
- 2,121
Meh. Maybe. Depends on who it was, but likely not. Seems a pretty unlikely development, anyway.
Lots of people thought they loved me but they didn't understand me at all.
I would feel most comfortable with someone as suicidal as me, or more, and a guy like that wouldn't have staying on his mind.
TAW122
Emissary of the right to die.
- Aug 30, 2018
- 7,357
It depends on the circumstances, but as a short answer, the answer is still "yes" since it takes more than just someone legitimately loving me for me to stay on in this (sick, depraved, unjust, etc.) world.
Bitch With An Apple
"Student"
- Jul 10, 2019
- 208
Probably. It would need to be strong and unique. Flatly stated, I'm not worth that, and I have little to bring to the table that someone more beautiful, internally or externally, couldn't do better. It would make me uncomfortable anyhow. I've had love before and although it made me feel better, it did not fix me.
peacefully31425
Dirtbag
- Aug 28, 2018
- 162
Maybe. It depends on the person in question. I'd be hesitant to do so because I know how difficult it can to be around me when I'm at my worst.
lllll
Member
- Apr 28, 2019
- 70
I don't know. I feel like I could never trust that person and stop worrying about them leaving me. Even if they demostrate that the reallylove and would never believe completely.I think I'd be far less likely to die if i was with someone I really loved and loved me.
I'm suicidal enough for you but if it worked I wouldn't be, so we're doomed lol
Oblivion Lover
No life, no suffering
- May 30, 2019
- 360
Meh, there are some people in my life who seem to genuinely love me, but I don't really give a damn about feelings. They only love me because I'm pleasing them, so in the end love is just other selfish feeling. That's not going to stop me from killing myself.
deflagrat
¡Si hablas español mándame un mensaje privado!
- Apr 9, 2018
- 359
Love is useless to me, I don't even feel emotions to begin with, and I have had sexual anhedonia for years.
Pupuce
Nobody exists on purpose. Come ctb
- Apr 19, 2019
- 282
Maybe. I would have to deal with my incapability to trust someone, and it would take quite the jewel of patience, but it doesn't seem impossible, as I am pretty sure I can still love someone on a good day.
Life is basically chasing desire until you die. Being in love with the right person fulfills a lot of desire, especially in the initial 6 months-1 year period.
Fragile
Broken
- Jul 7, 2019
- 1,496
there is no amount of love that can cure my disease, not even money will help that much.
i came to this realization some time ago, my family deeply cares about me, but there is nothing they can or will be willing to do.
not_a_robot
"i hope the leaving is joyful, & never to return"
- May 30, 2019
- 2,121
Do you think people stop chasing desire once they are in love with one person?
My bank account says otherwise.
HGL91
Warlock
- Jul 2, 2019
- 720
I'm so glad you post regularly. I feel like I relate so much to you.
Charlielodge
Member
- Jul 14, 2019
- 27
I feel you on that one completely.. happened to me in the most cruelest way imaginable
DreamCatcher
Still searching
- Jun 18, 2019
- 221
Yes, if they really love you, then I think they'll be happy that you're no longer in pain.
Never stay or CTB because of someone else, whatever your choice it should be for you and you alone. The rest of the world will keep spinning and everyone still here will adapt.
Leesap
Member
- Jul 5, 2019
- 43
If I was still hungry and stressed, yes. You can't eat love lolI'm unable to pair bond so it wouldn't help me. Though being cared about in a general sense helps, not like romantically.
Fallen bad23
Student
- Oct 19, 2018
- 105
I will never believe that a human in his/her right mind would even consider loving me. Be it any kind of love, I just see that people are around me, though I'm extremely stupid and useless, for a reason or a purpose in their mind. I don't even believe that my mom loves me and has done nothing, on purpose, to hurt me. I can never be loved for the bad person I'm. Love can never help me only Death can :)Last edited:
Broken Chimera
The abyss also gazes into you
- May 27, 2019
- 973
Love doesn't mean anything to me. Usually when people say they love you, you're usually the first person they try to screw over. I rather just be self centered until I ctb.thinking about it, someone loving me maybe a few years ago, even a year ago when i wanted and needed someone to love me would've saved me.
but there comes a point, where you don't know what love is. you can't feel love even if you were loved. i'm just numb and emotionless now.Yes . Love does not fix my broken body
Soul
gate gate paragate parasamgate bodhi svaha
- Apr 12, 2019
- 4,704
Puddings
Member
- Feb 9, 2019
- 36
I have someone who loves me and that I love but the answer stays yes, I still want to die. The paradox is though that I dont have the heart to do it, because of that love. So it doesnt take away the need or longing to die, it just adds to the guilt. Other people's love cant make you happy. It is a cliche but it is true.
Kikoo Loool
Enlightened
- Feb 25, 2019
- 1,123
RM5998
Sack of Meat
- Sep 3, 2018
- 2,201
My mom already loves me, and I love her, and that's part of why I want to die...
Cloying self-pity aside, yes. I don't see myself falling in love with someone who wants to live. The only way I could be in a relationship would be if we were both there to comfort each other till one party dies. Yeah, I know, not healthy, but I don't think there's anyone else who could stand me.Last edited:Not loved by many, only a couple people. Love can't take away my health issues and it's sad I'm going to hurt them, but they probably hurt more seeing me suffer.I've tasted that love "thing" too many times already and it only made things worse. Sweet at the beginning, bitter, toxic and enslaving later on. Nevermore.Similar threads
