Vivisection

Vivisection

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I find that when my mind wanders to my death, it's always incredibly violent.
very gorey mental imagery of Vivisections or just straight up being beat

I wish I would not feel pain, it would be beyond wonderful to see myself cut open as I bleed out

Sadly I think in reality that would hurt far too much to enjoy the moment

maybe ill get a tattoo thats like cut lines for an autopsy :P
 
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Praestat_Mori

Mori praestat, quam haec pati!
May 21, 2023
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If pain isn't a factor death isn't gruesome at all.
 
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WorthlessTrash

WorthlessTrash

Worthless
Apr 19, 2022
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Yes.
 
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chahan.trading

StupidLyingMF-iKnowiShouldDie
Jul 4, 2023
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No. I don't want to bother others more than I do now
 
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carac

carac

"and if this is the end, i am glad i met you."
May 27, 2023
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No because I would want the person to find me to go through the least amount of trauma as possible.
 
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90starve

90starve

i don’t know who i am
May 8, 2023
578
yes, i'd stage my own murder mystery.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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No, I just want a death that is as peaceful as possible. Of course a suicide method as peaceful as Nembutal would certainly be ideal for me, I just wish to permanently fall asleep.
 
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ShuttingDown

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Nov 6, 2022
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Yeah, any day but if you snap into reality there are hardly few options ☹️
 
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worstOFsociety

worstOFsociety

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Jan 25, 2023
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I'd just do whatever would be the most effective and certain way to succeed
 
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Meowsies

Meowsies

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Jul 4, 2023
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I would, I hate myself so much I actually wouldn't mind.
 
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LittleAngel

LittleAngel

When life gives you lemons, squeeze em into ur eye
Jun 26, 2023
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I want a gruesome death so bad. I know some people want to be intact when they're dead but I'd like to look horrid.with as much bloodshed as possible as well.
 
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locked*n*loaded

locked*n*loaded

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Apr 15, 2022
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Not unless no other option was available.
 
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Sweet Tart

Sweet Tart

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May 10, 2023
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I want to be physically comfortable and able to contemplate my decision and feel at ease with it. To breathe a sigh of relief. I don't mind pain tho, or the idea of people seeing my body in a messed up state.

The idea of being in respiratory distress bothers me a lot. Idk if it's physically possible not to panic when unable to breathe, whereas pain is something I can tolerate (in part thru mindful breathing, lol). Even so, I'd rather not feel pain while going thru the last milestone of my life, if possible.
 
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soonatpeace777888

soonatpeace777888

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Jul 4, 2023
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I don't care about the temporary pain of any method, I care about whether I will be found and wind up as a cucumber for the rest of my life with the same thoughts I have now.
 
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suicidalloser

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Jun 30, 2023
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yes because it is what I personally deserve. given all the burdening and irritation i cause to others whether they admit it straight forward or not.
 
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Darkover

Darkover

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Jul 29, 2021
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if pain wasn't a factor i would hang myself right now
 
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Vivisection

Vivisection

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I want a gruesome death so bad. I know some people want to be intact when they're dead but I'd like to look horrid.with as much bloodshed as possible as well.
I want to be like, actually mangled beyond recognition so bad,
Yeah, any day but if you snap into reality there are hardly few options ☹️
it sucks ): I wanna look like an edgy teens gore art
yes, i'd stage my own murder mystery.
Iconic
 
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Lost Magic

Lost Magic

Illuminated
May 5, 2020
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Even though I don't have access to firearms, I have often envisioned myself shooting myself in the head. Maybe it is because I have seen so many people in the movies execute themselves that way. Other than hanging those are the only violent methods that I have visualized.
fuck my life fml GIF
 
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sayire

Opened All Doors, No Sight Of Hope, Exit Door Next
Jul 1, 2023
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do not hate myself nor folks around, so would like it to be easy on me & others.
my circumstances are just not fixable.
as peaceful and reliable as it can get is how I want to travel
 
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Vivisection

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do not hate myself nor folks around, so would like it to be easy on me & others.
my circumstances are just not fixable.
as peaceful and reliable as it can get is how I want to travel
very reasonable, I think peace is something we all really want
 
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Pidgeons_Sparrows

Pidgeons_Sparrows

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Apr 16, 2023
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I find that when my mind wanders to my death, it's always incredibly violent.
very gorey mental imagery of Vivisections or just straight up being beat

I wish I would not feel pain, it would be beyond wonderful to see myself cut open as I bleed out

Sadly I think in reality that would hurt far too much to enjoy the moment

maybe ill get a tattoo thats like cut lines for an autopsy :P
yes i want my body to be indistinguishable, scattered shreds
 
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Pollenallergy

Pollenallergy

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Apr 29, 2023
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I find that when my mind wanders to my death, it's always incredibly violent.
very gorey mental imagery of Vivisections or just straight up being beat

I wish I would not feel pain, it would be beyond wonderful to see myself cut open as I bleed out

Sadly I think in reality that would hurt far too much to enjoy the moment

maybe ill get a tattoo thats like cut lines for an autopsy :P
Well if it'd be painless, then I'd want to go out with a bang, not literally. Not that I have a particular wish for it to have a bad effect on anyone who might see of course, but...you know, just something that'd be, cool? Memorable? Like doing some crazy stunt and going down that way. Just a fun thought, I think.
 
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Vivisection

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Well if it'd be painless, then I'd want to go out with a bang, not literally. Not that I have a particular wish for it to have a bad effect on anyone who might see of course, but...you know, just something that'd be, cool? Memorable? Like doing some crazy stunt and going down that way. Just a fun thought, I think.
thats it exactly!! its cool!!
 
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ikadasui

ikadasui

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May 29, 2018
466
I've always enjoyed the thought of bleeding out in the snow or rain. Since pain is a factor it'll be the 45 for me and hopefully soon I own it just need to get to it...
 
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loyalskateboard

loyalskateboard

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May 4, 2023
339
No. In this hypothetical scenario I'd probably just od on paracetamol since pain isn't a factor.
 
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sometimes.sometimes

sometimes.sometimes

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Jun 4, 2023
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It's weird. Part of me would want to do a gruesome death, while another part of me prefers the contrary.
 
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Vivisection

Vivisection

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I've always enjoyed the thought of bleeding out in the snow or rain. Since pain is a factor it'll be the 45 for me and hopefully soon I own it just need to get to it...
bleeding out in the snow sounds so pretty... wishing you the best <3
 
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wristcutangel

wristcutangel

What value is there to a life that wants to end?
Jul 5, 2023
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i think it'd be neat, there's a few that i have in mind. i wanna burn myself into the mind of whoever would see.
 
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Vivisection

Vivisection

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Jul 3, 2023
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It's weird. Part of me would want to do a gruesome death, while another part of me prefers the contrary.
both are very reasonable :P even without pain I see why gruesome might not be the most desirable all the time,,
[also just wanted to comment on your yume nikki pfp very cool]
 

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