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surface2007

surface2007

🌿 No more ikigai, i'm sick 🌿
Mar 17, 2022
43
Please don't need comment like but N or SN are too easy to drink... just dont. If just a pill can give me death, it's will be for me a big relief for me and for you ? ( Yes im for my part i'm a big coward with a huge SI even if i'm sick and my days are horrendous.)
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
42,583
It would also be a relief for me to have a pill that means I will be free from this world. All that I want is to be gone. Even with N and SN, there is still the SI, as even know we want to die, we are programmed to survive. I think that my ideal way to die is to fall asleep and never wake again without having to go through the process of planning ctb.
 
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WorthlessTrash

Worthless
Apr 19, 2022
2,429
True. That would be much easier.

Funnily enough, I was watching the Depp vs Heard trial the other day and during Depp's testimony on his rebuttal case, he mentioned of a drug that if he took 8-10 pills of, he would be dead today. I am actually going to look into that for myself.
 
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Fadeawaaaay

Visionary
Nov 12, 2021
2,160
True. That would be much easier.

Funnily enough, I was watching the Depp vs Heard trial the other day and during Depp's testimony on his rebuttal case, he mentioned of a drug that if he took 8-10 pills of, he would be dead today. I am actually going to look into that for myself.
8 to 10 pills of MDMA would not kill anybody
 
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_Minsk

_Minsk

death: the cure for life
Dec 9, 2019
1,135
I wish i had a little N pill
 
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its-about-time

nope
Mar 19, 2022
807
8 to 10 pills of MDMA would not kill anybody
Did he specifically say it was MDMA? Not familiar with the case. I'd have assumed he was referring to fent. Which 8-10 pills would certainly kill you.
 
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surface2007

🌿 No more ikigai, i'm sick 🌿
Mar 17, 2022
43
Survival instinct it's such a crazy thing. But there is the fear of faillure, been found, vomiting the product .... blablabla

Just a pill will be such a relief one glass of water just swallow quick that pill and fall in deep sleep <3

* ( Don't try to kill yourself with mdma this site is full of threads to kill yourself properly or in any case by reducing the risk of trying a ctb to mdma this is anything except a good idea. )
 
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Talvikki

Elementalist
Nov 18, 2021
831
That pill already exists.
3 capsules with a total of 3 grams of SA.
 
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LunarPyotr

LunarPyotr

Похорони меня возле МКАДа
Jul 4, 2020
495
I think this would make everything way easier. Like, you could store it in a small container or ever your wallet, it would be easier to get into your country since it would look like a painkiller pill and you wouldn't have to buy so much of the SN, just to use a little bit of it : P
 
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watchingthewheels

Enlightened
Jan 23, 2021
1,415
"What ifs" can be fun and comforting, but they ultimately mean nothing without the means to make them real.
 
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gottablast888

Student
Apr 15, 2022
171
n pills did exist at one point. im sure there still are some somewhere out there ..
 
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watchingthewheels

Enlightened
Jan 23, 2021
1,415
n pills did exist at one point. im sure there still are some somewhere out there ..
"Pretty sure"...and yet, here we all are, dependent on a lone supplier of liquid N.
 
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Talvikki

Elementalist
Nov 18, 2021
831

Information about the consequences of ingesting SA (Sodium Azide)

First effect:
Low blood pressure that can cause headaches in the first 5 minutes after taking sa, hence taking paracetamol or aspirin.

Second effect:
Slowly sinking into sleep, the first about 5 minutes still reasonably responsive, less and less and falling into a deep sleep in about 10 to 15 minutes, which generally goes into a coma between 15 and 30 minutes.

Third effect:
Death after an average of 45 minutes. Everyone reacts differently to medication and previous medication use can play a role. That is no cause for concern. After ingestion of SA one will die irrevocably. In exceptional cases the death can sometimes take longer, eg 1 – 4 hours. The dying person in a coma feels little – in spite of grimaces, spasms, etc., nor are fears noticeable.

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How to take
(the shortest way of 2 hours in total):
2 hours before the intended time of taking the sa 40 mg Valium is taken, 1 hour after that 3 Domperidone 10 mg + 2 paracetamol (1000 mg) or 2 Aspirin (1000 mg) is taken. After 1 hour, the 3 sa capsules are taken.

The 5-3-1-0 way (5 hours in total; recommended): 5 hours before the intended moment of sa intake, 1 Domperidone taken; 2 hours later 1 Domperidone + 40 mg Valium; 2 hours later 1 Domperidone + 2 paracetamol (1000mg) or 2 Aspirin (1000mg); 1 hour later the 3 sa capsules.

Method of taking: Sa is taken as a capsule with a glass of water, a nice glass of wine or lemonade in little custard or yogurt, not with an acidic solution (eg no orange juice or grapefruit juice). The 3 capsules were swallowed one by one (all at once sometimes proved to be too difficult to swallow) and not chewed. In case of swallowing difficulties, the 3 capsules of sa were carefully opened using plastic gloves and a mouth cap. The powder was dissolved in a glass with 50 ml of water while stirring with a plastic spoon (contact with metal and acid causes undesirable reactions).

SOURCE
Dutch website (use google translation)

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Anyone who ingests 2 grams (dissolved in 50 ml of water) of SA will die.

This is because the oxygen combustion in the cell is permanently blocked (irreversible blockage of the oxidative phosphorylation). The cell can no longer function. Heart and brain cells are the first cells in the body to suffer from this. That's why you fall into a coma and get heart rhythm disturbances.

So it always works!

After ingesting 2 grams (dissolved in 50 ml of water) of SA you will fall into a coma after about 30 minutes. Then you don't feel or notice anything anymore. After about two hours, your heart stops (even if you have a pacemaker and regardless of medication) and you are dead.

There are cases in which loved ones or bystanders panicked and called 911. An attempt was then made to resuscitate the person concerned. That will never work. Ventilation, heart-lung machine, kidney dialysis, hemodialysis and all other forms of resuscitation have no effect. This only stretches the dying process.

Dutch website (use google translation)

English article
 
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Seeking_Peace

Arcanist
May 18, 2022
476
Information about the consequences of ingesting SA (Sodium Azide)

First effect:
Low blood pressure that can cause headaches in the first 5 minutes after taking sa, hence taking paracetamol or aspirin.

Second effect:
Slowly sinking into sleep, the first about 5 minutes still reasonably responsive, less and less and falling into a deep sleep in about 10 to 15 minutes, which generally goes into a coma between 15 and 30 minutes.

Third effect:
Death after an average of 45 minutes. Everyone reacts differently to medication and previous medication use can play a role. That is no cause for concern. After ingestion of SA one will die irrevocably. In exceptional cases the death can sometimes take longer, eg 1 – 4 hours. The dying person in a coma feels little – in spite of grimaces, spasms, etc., nor are fears noticeable.

---

How to take
(the shortest way of 2 hours in total):
2 hours before the intended time of taking the sa 40 mg Valium is taken, 1 hour after that 3 Domperidone 10 mg + 2 paracetamol (1000 mg) or 2 Aspirin (1000 mg) is taken. After 1 hour, the 3 sa capsules are taken.

The 5-3-1-0 way (5 hours in total; recommended): 5 hours before the intended moment of sa intake, 1 Domperidone taken; 2 hours later 1 Domperidone + 40 mg Valium; 2 hours later 1 Domperidone + 2 paracetamol (1000mg) or 2 Aspirin (1000mg); 1 hour later the 3 sa capsules.

Method of taking: Sa is taken as a capsule with a glass of water, a nice glass of wine or lemonade in little custard or yogurt, not with an acidic solution (eg no orange juice or grapefruit juice). The 3 capsules were swallowed one by one (all at once sometimes proved to be too difficult to swallow) and not chewed. In case of swallowing difficulties, the 3 capsules of sa were carefully opened using plastic gloves and a mouth cap. The powder was dissolved in a glass with 50 ml of water while stirring with a plastic spoon (contact with metal and acid causes undesirable reactions).

SOURCE
Dutch website (use google translation)

---

Anyone who ingests 2 grams (dissolved in 50 ml of water) of SA will die.

This is because the oxygen combustion in the cell is permanently blocked (irreversible blockage of the oxidative phosphorylation). The cell can no longer function. Heart and brain cells are the first cells in the body to suffer from this. That's why you fall into a coma and get heart rhythm disturbances.

So it always works!

After ingesting 2 grams (dissolved in 50 ml of water) of SA you will fall into a coma after about 30 minutes. Then you don't feel or notice anything anymore. After about two hours, your heart stops (even if you have a pacemaker and regardless of medication) and you are dead.

There are cases in which loved ones or bystanders panicked and called 911. An attempt was then made to resuscitate the person concerned. That will never work. Ventilation, heart-lung machine, kidney dialysis, hemodialysis and all other forms of resuscitation have no effect. This only stretches the dying process.

Dutch website (use google translation)

English article
How can SA be acquired? It's more affordable than N or SN. Can the Dutch Dr still distribute?
 
zatoichi

zatoichi

Member
Jun 20, 2018
31
Information about the consequences of ingesting SA (Sodium Azide)

First effect:
Low blood pressure that can cause headaches in the first 5 minutes after taking sa, hence taking paracetamol or aspirin.

Second effect:
Slowly sinking into sleep, the first about 5 minutes still reasonably responsive, less and less and falling into a deep sleep in about 10 to 15 minutes, which generally goes into a coma between 15 and 30 minutes.

Third effect:
Death after an average of 45 minutes. Everyone reacts differently to medication and previous medication use can play a role. That is no cause for concern. After ingestion of SA one will die irrevocably. In exceptional cases the death can sometimes take longer, eg 1 – 4 hours. The dying person in a coma feels little – in spite of grimaces, spasms, etc., nor are fears noticeable.

---

How to take
(the shortest way of 2 hours in total):
2 hours before the intended time of taking the sa 40 mg Valium is taken, 1 hour after that 3 Domperidone 10 mg + 2 paracetamol (1000 mg) or 2 Aspirin (1000 mg) is taken. After 1 hour, the 3 sa capsules are taken.

The 5-3-1-0 way (5 hours in total; recommended): 5 hours before the intended moment of sa intake, 1 Domperidone taken; 2 hours later 1 Domperidone + 40 mg Valium; 2 hours later 1 Domperidone + 2 paracetamol (1000mg) or 2 Aspirin (1000mg); 1 hour later the 3 sa capsules.

Method of taking: Sa is taken as a capsule with a glass of water, a nice glass of wine or lemonade in little custard or yogurt, not with an acidic solution (eg no orange juice or grapefruit juice). The 3 capsules were swallowed one by one (all at once sometimes proved to be too difficult to swallow) and not chewed. In case of swallowing difficulties, the 3 capsules of sa were carefully opened using plastic gloves and a mouth cap. The powder was dissolved in a glass with 50 ml of water while stirring with a plastic spoon (contact with metal and acid causes undesirable reactions).

SOURCE
Dutch website (use google translation)

---

Anyone who ingests 2 grams (dissolved in 50 ml of water) of SA will die.

This is because the oxygen combustion in the cell is permanently blocked (irreversible blockage of the oxidative phosphorylation). The cell can no longer function. Heart and brain cells are the first cells in the body to suffer from this. That's why you fall into a coma and get heart rhythm disturbances.

So it always works!

After ingesting 2 grams (dissolved in 50 ml of water) of SA you will fall into a coma after about 30 minutes. Then you don't feel or notice anything anymore. After about two hours, your heart stops (even if you have a pacemaker and regardless of medication) and you are dead.

There are cases in which loved ones or bystanders panicked and called 911. An attempt was then made to resuscitate the person concerned. That will never work. Ventilation, heart-lung machine, kidney dialysis, hemodialysis and all other forms of resuscitation have no effect. This only stretches the dying process.

Dutch website (use google translation)

English article
where to find this thing? any idea?
 
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Talvikki

Elementalist
Nov 18, 2021
831
How can SA be acquired? It's more affordable than N or SN. Can the Dutch Dr still distribute?

Unfortunately not they arrested him. The only way is to try it at chemical companies. Translate sodium azide into another language with google translate and search in other countries. Especially countries in Eastern Europe and Russia.
 
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Chronic

Member
Jun 14, 2021
74
Injection is an option with N
 
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Snatsbats

Student
Jan 9, 2021
182
I would just mix it with a buch of other pills and then take one every other night right before going to sleep. I could die in my sleep at peace not knowing when.
 
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Alex6216

Mage
Apr 19, 2022
539
Did he specifically say it was MDMA? Not familiar with the case. I'd have assumed he was referring to fent. Which 8-10 pills would certainly kill you.
People are really stupid and overestimate the deadliness of certain things. There are still people who think paracetamol can easily kill someone
Information about the consequences of ingesting SA (Sodium Azide)

First effect:
Low blood pressure that can cause headaches in the first 5 minutes after taking sa, hence taking paracetamol or aspirin.

Second effect:
Slowly sinking into sleep, the first about 5 minutes still reasonably responsive, less and less and falling into a deep sleep in about 10 to 15 minutes, which generally goes into a coma between 15 and 30 minutes.

Third effect:
Death after an average of 45 minutes. Everyone reacts differently to medication and previous medication use can play a role. That is no cause for concern. After ingestion of SA one will die irrevocably. In exceptional cases the death can sometimes take longer, eg 1 – 4 hours. The dying person in a coma feels little – in spite of grimaces, spasms, etc., nor are fears noticeable.

---

How to take
(the shortest way of 2 hours in total):
2 hours before the intended time of taking the sa 40 mg Valium is taken, 1 hour after that 3 Domperidone 10 mg + 2 paracetamol (1000 mg) or 2 Aspirin (1000 mg) is taken. After 1 hour, the 3 sa capsules are taken.

The 5-3-1-0 way (5 hours in total; recommended): 5 hours before the intended moment of sa intake, 1 Domperidone taken; 2 hours later 1 Domperidone + 40 mg Valium; 2 hours later 1 Domperidone + 2 paracetamol (1000mg) or 2 Aspirin (1000mg); 1 hour later the 3 sa capsules.

Method of taking: Sa is taken as a capsule with a glass of water, a nice glass of wine or lemonade in little custard or yogurt, not with an acidic solution (eg no orange juice or grapefruit juice). The 3 capsules were swallowed one by one (all at once sometimes proved to be too difficult to swallow) and not chewed. In case of swallowing difficulties, the 3 capsules of sa were carefully opened using plastic gloves and a mouth cap. The powder was dissolved in a glass with 50 ml of water while stirring with a plastic spoon (contact with metal and acid causes undesirable reactions).

SOURCE
Dutch website (use google translation)

---

Anyone who ingests 2 grams (dissolved in 50 ml of water) of SA will die.

This is because the oxygen combustion in the cell is permanently blocked (irreversible blockage of the oxidative phosphorylation). The cell can no longer function. Heart and brain cells are the first cells in the body to suffer from this. That's why you fall into a coma and get heart rhythm disturbances.

So it always works!

After ingesting 2 grams (dissolved in 50 ml of water) of SA you will fall into a coma after about 30 minutes. Then you don't feel or notice anything anymore. After about two hours, your heart stops (even if you have a pacemaker and regardless of medication) and you are dead.

There are cases in which loved ones or bystanders panicked and called 911. An attempt was then made to resuscitate the person concerned. That will never work. Ventilation, heart-lung machine, kidney dialysis, hemodialysis and all other forms of resuscitation have no effect. This only stretches the dying process.

Dutch website (use google translation)

English article
Why the diazepam?
 
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Talvikki

Elementalist
Nov 18, 2021
831
People are really stupid and overestimate the deadliness of certain things. There are still people who think paracetamol can easily kill someone

Why the diazepam?
Preventing epileptic seizures.
 

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