If money is your reason to CTB…

[LongtimeLoser]

If money problems ALONE are the reason you want to CTB, how much money would solve your problems?

 

[T90-Alpha]

my life would be far better if I didn't have to worry about money. If I had enough money to buy a house today (lmao) I would struggle less in my life

 

[WanderingWater]

It's not about the Money. It's access and opportunity to hit the reset button.

 

[Sleeper System]

However much it would cost to buy a three family house. One floor for me and the rest id rent to never have to work again. That would take a lot of pressure off... but not sure I still wouldn't want to ctb.

 

[freedompass]

None of my issues are money related. I have a nice home and all I need, just a lonely, painful, empty life…

 

[WorthlessTrash]

Money doesn't matter to me. I just need to leave, or have some sci-fi level technology to give me results I desire.

 

[ollo]

If money problems ALONE are the reason you want to CTB, how much money would solve your problems?

u bill gates in disguise by any chance...

 

[treetop.grazer]

It's not my sole reason but definitely a big part of wanting to ctb, gambling got out of hand about 2 years ago, debts up to £60k now and that's too much to bare.

 

[Slimetae]

Id still be unhappy without it but I'd buy whatever the fuck I wanted then when I wanna die I'll just find a peaceful method

 

[GongLiFang]

Money doesn't matter to me. I just need to leave, or have some sci-fi level technology to give me results I desire.

I have seen you around a lot and I am just surprised that you wish to be a female. Not saying you shouldn't or something like that, but more so because for me it sucks being a girl and my female organs have caused me a near death experience and lots of fear. So seeing someone want something that has caused me so much pain is odd.

As for the OP's question, I would need a fat sum to no CTB, enough to make my own secluded bunker in Iceland or something where I would not have to work a day in my life and would not have to worry about the fallout from war or planet destruction. So about that much money :, )

 

[LongtimeLoser]

It's not my sole reason but definitely a big part of wanting to ctb, gambling got out of hand about 2 years ago, debts up to £60k now and that's too much to bare.

That sucks man. I'm sorry you have found yourself in such a predicament :(

I went to a casino with a friend of mine a few months back and had an awesome time playing slots. I walked in with $200 and left with $300. My buddy, on the other hand, had lost over $4k! I couldn't believe it. He was playing $5, $10, and $20 slots whereas I was playing $.01, $.10, and $.25 slots.

I can see how someone could easily lose their whole paycheck in less than an hour gambling.

 

[downndone2]

I lost 6 figures in 2019 plus a lake house, boat, rental property, business, etc. But I also lost my spouse and most my friends. Heartbreak is honestly my number 1 reason. But the other losses certainly have me fucked

 

[LongtimeLoser]

u bill gates in disguise by any chance...

I have just been reading so many posts talking about money… but more interestingly of people not wanting to work. My health is shit, and I long for the times when I could work. I miss it so much. I miss every aspect of working.

 

[WorthlessTrash]

I have seen you around a lot and I am just surprised that you wish to be a female. Not saying you shouldn't or something like that, but more so because for me it sucks being a girl and my female organs have caused me a near death experience and lots of fear. So seeing someone want something that has caused me so much pain is odd.

I am sorry you went through that. It's just that I just hate the male body and male characteristics so much that by default I find myself disgusting. Even the idea or image of someone being intimate with me grosses me out since I hate my body so much It's why I stopped caring about my weight and now am 300 lbs. Why would I want to take care of a body that I absolutely hate?

I am very sorry that you went through all of that, though

 

[GongLiFang]

I am sorry you went through that. It's just that I just hate the male body and male characteristics so much that by default I find myself disgusting. Even the idea or image of someone being intimate with me grosses me out since I hate my body so much It's why I stopped caring about my weight and now am 300 lbs. Why would I want to take care of a body that I absolutely hate?

I am very sorry that you went through all of that, though

That is fair, I can understand where you are coming from better now and I can sort of relate to you to some degree too. I find my body disgusting as well and can only imagine how hard it is for that feeling to be even more overwhelming.
Anyways, I am OK now physically but thank you for the concern and I hope you can find the peace/end to your suffering you look for

 

[Forever Sleep]

I'm trying so hard to keep going with a creative freelance career that was struggling before covid but is a lot worse now.

It's going to sound so pathetic but I had problems growing up and Art kind of got me through it. It's really become maybe an unhealthy obsession. I moved miles away from friends and family members nearly 10 years ago and up till now, it's not really troubled me because I could still loose myself in my work.

I'm starting to realise that the fairytale may be coming to an end though and I guess it's the major reason for feeling so low. It's so pathetic but I just can't stand the thought of going back into some shit job that I hate. I worked in retail for 10 years and my heart goes out to everyone stuck in jobs that they hate. Art has really been the only thing that gave me purpose.

Anyway- moaney rant over... I guess I'd like an enormous amount of money to take the pressure off having to succeed! Plus, I have many friends in the same position that I would love to help out.

I think I'd still be suicidal sometimes- I have been since I was a child but I could probably preoccupy myself enough to get through it.

 

[ollo]

I have just been reading so many posts talking about money… but more interestingly of people not wanting to work. My health is shit, and I long for the times when I could work. I miss it so much. I miss every aspect of working.

Money is everything in life, no wonder people want to kill themselves when they are in need of it. Even to have a peaceful death money is needed. Work brings money, a sense of purpose and maybe even happiness to other. What work one is doing is important. I'm a dumb person, I have been told this all my life, I have internalized this within me, I have become what I told to myself, I am not mentally functional anymore. I can't get paid to get help or to buy N to kill myself. I think for dumb people like me, there are no jobs that pay to afford things and it's way more stressful. But there are work places and jobs which require intelligence and creativity which smart people enjoy. I think you are referring to the later for you case.

 

[justanothertraveler]

Less than $15,000 that's for sure. The only reason why I want to commit suicide is because of my toxic family. I can't simply move out because I can't get a job without qualifications, but if I had that kind of money I'd just rent a cheap place somewhere far away and try to get my life sorted out. In my country $10,000 would be enough money to cover basic expenses for like 3 or 4 years.

 

[Niko66]

Well as was said, money by itself is never the problem, but I can say that $10k would improve my life a decent amount. $100k Would open up so many opportunities for me and my chances to get better. But no amount really guarantees I would be able to solve my issues.

 

[Darkover]

i need £2,500 per month so i can smoke weed all day every day pay bills and buy food, currently only get £1,130 per month on benefits, i need £1,140 just for weed per month has a oz only last me 5 days, i don't have enough money to live how i would want to, i spend 3 weeks skint and only get by because my mum borrows me money to buy food and pay bills, it's a shit life without money, i wouldn't be ctb if i had enough weed to keep me child out and relaxed due to brain injury i can't work anymore i use to be a programmer

 

[Sunset Limited]

If I had $100,000 I could go on living for my mother.

 

[Idontmatter]

If I had more money maybe I can find a new treatment to help me with my mental health issues and live . I've tried everything I can afford so now I'm ready to be done with life. Suicide is my only option left now

 

[Fadeawaaaay]

With enough money I could keep myself amused or Find something meaningful…
Didn't Play my cards right alas…

 

[Journeytoletgo]

I have money saved from working but I work part time to stay busy

 

[ornitier199]

It is and there's nothing i can do about it.

 

[GOODHI]

2000 literally I could pay off the money I owe and feel free from debt. Every time I get out of debt I have another one and then another one too cover that one. I'm sick and tired. What's the point,I lost hope, religion will just fucking over it.

 

[absolute]

I lost 6 figures in 2019 plus a lake house, boat, rental property, business, etc. But I also lost my spouse and most my friends. Heartbreak is honestly my number 1 reason. But the other losses certainly have me fucked

I lost the same minus the boat in 2009

 

[DerTod]

I would love to suddenly win enough money to buy a small 2 rooms apartment in Germany,move there and start a new life. I would definitely give life a try and not think about CTBing though i would still buy N just to have it there.

 

[hellispink]

Money enough isn't enough to fade away my mentally sick brain. However, with money I could have more flexibility into accesing better professionals. Also, bills wouldnt even be a problem if I had a house of my own that was paid off. And would focus on writing books instead of worrying about school loans and problems. There is a big chance I would still ctb though

 

[NothingElseMatters]

i had around $100,000 few years ago and nothing changed (it's probsbly not a lot of money in many countries but here is a nice amount). what i really want is to feel desired by some woman.