if i were to describe myself it would be the living dead

[bbye111]

real life zombie

 

[Fadeawaaaay]

Same same… going through the motions… Eating and sleeping and hiding from the world…

 

[time2fly]

Feel like I'm an empty shell. As if I exist behind my eyes looking out through them, like I'm living in a literal shell. My body is nothing more than a car and I'm the one driving it down this shitty road. I feel as if life is just passing me by instead of me living it.

 

[justwanasleep]

Yeah I'm not a proper human being either.

 

[savoytruffle]

I feel like a zombie too, living on borrowed time

 

[bbye111]

real life zombie

everythings been happening all at once. as i keep on going on everythings getting worse.

everythings been happening all at once. as i keep on going on everythings getting worse.

the world's ruthless, isn't it? i know shit happens but the world knows it too... they say accept failure, learn from it and bounce back. stand up, walk then run once more.

but the thing about the world is. even if you walk, run, trip, get terribly wounded... it'll still keep on moving, be busy, noisy as it always has been.

the world continues to make noise and won't stop for you, it will make noise along with your major setbacks, failures and issues.

before you know it they've drowned you.
forcefully kicking you to the abyss.

that is why failure, isn't "just" failure.
a mistake isn't "just" a mistake.

there's no rest in this cruel world.

peace truly lies within death.

 

[outrider567]

real life zombie

Exactly how I feel

 

[jay308]

i saw an old man on youtube , he said : "after my wife passed away - I am not living , I just exist" . I find these words very touching and sad.

 

[FuneralCry]

I can imagine that many people basically die while they are still here in this world, yet they are trapped here in this existence still conscious and breathing. You are very right that there is no rest in this world, even temporary sleep could never offer much relief for me as long as the chance of waking is always there. When life itself is the true problem, then of course only death could ever be the solution. Death does solve everything after all, and it's the only thing that could ever be close to being a relief for me, the thought of no longer existing for all eternity.

 

[outrider567]

i saw an old man on youtube , he said : "after my wife passed away - I am not living , I just exist" . I find these words very touching and sad.

Yes I'm just existing, it'll be one year since she died Jan 24th--Its been a long, and awful year

 

[MostlylNormalFace]

Me too. I've had depersonalization-derealization disorder since age fourteen. After more than a decade of this, I hardly remember what feeling human was like.

 

[Al_stargate]

Yeah I just exist too. I'm not functional at all. Like I don't function anymore period. I can't do even the smallest task like brushing my teeth. People can't comprehend to what degree I'm not functional anymore. I literally can't do anything anymore. I can't fix myself a meal, others do it for me. I just sleep, eat, and spend time in chat room in this forum. I can't even watch yt videos because they trigger me too much. I haven't been outside in months. When people say that they just exist while having jobs and normal life, Im like wow, you're able to do shit. I can't even, like I just can't. People around me don't undestand it but it's a fact. I just can't do shit anymore, I'm broken. It can't get more broken than me. That's why there is no other way but to die for me.

 

[LONE WOLF.]

I would take a line from Terminator and say l'm a obsolete design from a forgotten timeline.

 

[Uber]

peace truly lies within death.

How do we really know this?

i saw an old man on youtube , he said : "after my wife passed away - I am not living , I just exist" . I find these words very touching and sad.

It seems that as long as he had someone to love and to be loved by he was content.

 

[silence ends]

Spectator of life since childhood with emotional pain, always just 'getting through' or surviving not really living. Real life living zombie, dead inside allready