If I had a method to ctb

[311]

I would no doubt be more content in my life. Having a way to exit when life isnt worth keeping, is medicine.

 

[itsallover]

I would no doubt be more content in my life. Having a way to exit when life isnt worth keeping, is medicine.

I hear you. I wish I had a gun.

 

[311]

I hear you. I wish I had a gun.

I cant buy one :/

 

[itsallover]

Me neither. I've been labeled as mentally. I've already been branded like cattle lol.

 

[Thisisme373]

I hear you. I wish I had a gun.

Same here but I'm in the damn UK, gun would be my way out for sure.

 

[Thisisme373]

I would no doubt be more content in my life. Having a way to exit when life isnt worth keeping, is medicine.

I'd also like to have something there ready, I hate that I feel there's no way out.

 

[311]

I'd also like to have something there ready, I hate that I feel there's no way out.

It's a terrible feeling

 

[Thisisme373]

It's a terrible feeling

Don't you have any plans/ideas? You seem a knowledgeable guy.

 

[311]

Don't you have any plans/ideas? You seem a knowledgeable guy.

I do, the problem is my parents are in the way. They restrict me from using the car, they check my mail, so they basically have me in a psych ward.

Methods in my mind are
Heroin + Flubromazolam + alcohol
Amitriptyline + Flubromazolam
Jumping from the cliffs of moher

 

[Thisisme373]

I do, the problem is my parents are in the way. They restrict me from using the car, they check my mail, so they basically have me in a psych ward.

Methods in my mind are
Heroin + Flubromazolam + alcohol
Amitriptyline + Flubromazolam
Jumping from the cliffs of moher

That sucks man. I won't pretend to know anything about you're first two methods (bar heroin, which would be tough to get) but jumping off a cliff while it has crossed my mind would scare the shit out of me and I'd be too worried I'd survive and be disabled/heavily damaged but still alive.

 

[311]

That sucks man. I won't pretend to know anything about you're first two methods (bar heroin, which would be tough to get) but jumping off a cliff while it has crossed my mind would scare the shit out of me and I'd be too worried I'd survive and be disabled/heavily damaged but still alive.

Cliffs of Moher has a spot where it's 300+ feet and you land on rock. No chance to survive.

 

[Thisisme373]

Cliffs of Moher has a spot where it's 300+ feet and you land on rock. No chance to survive.

Where is this? Which country do you live?
For me I'd like a less violent way but I respect you're choice, that would take some serious guts to do.

 

[TheGoodGuy]

Same here but I'm in the damn UK, gun would be my way out for sure.

You can get shotguns in the UK just saying.

Also everyone think it is so easy to ctb using a gun but when you finally hold it to your head you realize it isn´t as easy as pushing a button, survival instinct you know even while drunk.

 

[Thisisme373]

You can get shotguns in the UK just saying.

Also everyone think it is so easy to ctb using a gun but when you finally hold it to your head you realize it isn´t as easy as pushing a button, survival instinct you know even while drunk.

Not being rude here just honest but I cannot see anyway I could get a shotgun here in UK

 

[TheGoodGuy]

Not being rude here just honest but I cannot see anyway I could get a shotgun here in UK

Why not bolt action hunting rifles and shotguns are legal for hunting just get a hunters license if you don´t have been diagnosed with mental illness or have a criminal record.

 

[Thisisme373]

Why not bolt action hunting rifles and shotguns are legal for hunting just get a hunters license if you don´t have been diagnosed with mental illness or have a criminal record.

I have been diagnosed with severe depression and anxiety. Tbh I have never heard of people apart from police being able to have guns in the UK they are illegal.

 

[TheGoodGuy]

I have been diagnosed with severe depression and anxiety. Tbh I have never heard of people apart from police being able to have guns in the UK they are illegal.

I really doubt it I am sure people can get hunting guns in the UK over there hunting is a big deal. But if you have been diagnosed with depression and can´t get guns at least I couldn´t back when I had depression.

 

[Need-a-Place]

I do, the problem is my parents are in the way. They restrict me from using the car, they check my mail, so they basically have me in a psych ward.

Me too. My biggest problem is accessing the car so i can drive to an isolated spot to die. Best i can come up with is sneaking out in the middle of the night so i can take the car unnoticed.

Only issues are the door is loud, starting a car seems like it could be loud, and we have an elderly dog who sleeps with my parents who sometimes has to go out in the middle of the night at random intervals.

 

[Lifeisatrap]

Exactly, depression is lack of power. Society keeps people both powerless and depressed with this manic obsession with suicide prevention. There's nothing more liberating and empowering than having the ability to quit on your own terms.

 

[Meretlein]

I was thinking this too. I read that 25% of psychiatric patients accepted for euthanasia changed their minds. Having a painless way out gave them the the strength to face life.