Venting If I had a gun right now...

[KarmaKat]

I can't handle today...

I noticed that I seem to oscillate between wanting nothing to do with anyone and a crushing fucking loneliness.

It's unbearable, I can't even get enough effort in to work towards a CTB method.

sleep didn't fix shit.

If I had a gun, or enough money for one, hell, if a single family member owned anything remotely dangerous, I would splatter my brains across the ceiling.

I don't have it in me to care about who finds me, even that is too much right now...

I wish life had a "die button", I would press it until it breaks, just to make sure.

 

[Jonah Byrde]

A gun is so quick and simple. Better than almost every method out their.

 

[DarkFriend.]

 

[morina]

I feel you. I had hopes of SN becoming that die button for me, but I haven't dared trying to retrieve it yet and probably won't in the future either. And other methods are too much effort to prepare, effort I cannot raise.

I hope your future days are at least a little more bearable.

 

[kurikaesu]