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Discussion If everything in your life suddenly changed for the better, would you still CTB?

Would you?

  • Yes

    Votes: 35 31.5%

  • No

    Votes: 34 30.6%

  • Depends

    Votes: 37 33.3%

  • I don’t know

    Votes: 5 4.5%
  • Total voters
    111
312

312

Lari
Oct 28, 2020
45
Probably yes, I feel that somehow this was born with me and I don't fit into this world anyway, even if the best assemblies.
 
M

myopybyproxy

flickerbeat \\ gibberish-noise
Dec 18, 2021
864
Define 'changed for the better'.
 
DeadMemes

DeadMemes

seeking help is like walking on a mobius strip
Jan 25, 2022
24
Problem is it's not just the future I want to change, it's the past as well
 
FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
43,327
In my case, I believe that no matter what happens I will still want to die. Nothing would ever take away the emptiness. I want nothing to do with life at all. I am not meant for this world. I cannot imagine myself ever wanting to live. Even if things were better in someway, I would still have no interest in living. I also do not want to live in a world where so much pain and suffering exists. Dying is what feels right for me, there will never be anything else here for me.
 
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fatefulstillness

fatefulstillness

ghost.
Oct 24, 2021
151
Things already "got better" for me. It doesn't take away the weight of what I've lost. And in all honesty, I am not surprised.

There are some places you don't get out of. Sometimes what's left of you is not worth the pain. Sometimes the only way out you have is to not longer exist. There's only so much a person can take before they break fundamentally. I don't think that ever heals. If anything, I believe in respecting someone's right to decide whether they want to keep going or not.

I'm sure I want to control when it's my time to leave. I know this is how I'll go.
 
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