Discussion if every method was reliable, how much would your preferred method change? what's your fantasy methods?

[Polyxo]

a fatal heart attack like Sleeping Beauty

If the heart attack doesn't come with extreme pain, then why not ahahaha

 

[wham311]

Drinking to death. Still able to get alcohol, being drunk is fun.

 

[MyLifeisHell]

Chocolate overdose

 

[darksouls]

since Columbine my fantasy method has been to run amok and have a little fun until the police shoot me
but these days I am not even interested in that anymore,because I have become indifferent to everything

 

[Malfunction]

I guess OD on sleeping pills. Not sure really, but if it was a guarantee then that sounds good.

As it stands I'm leaning towards CO or some form of strangulation. But I'd probably skip those if I could just fall asleep.

 

[rembleeds]

Bleeding out. Nice and slow, able to feel life seep out of me. Would leave a hell of a mess though.

 

[AutisticAcademic]

I've always fantasized about going down Niagara Falls, but I know it wouldn't be the romantic fantasy I envision it as.

 

[DoomCry]

Pure heroin in small daily doses for about a year so I could finally have fun in an abandoned villa in the mountains. Finally the lethal dose.

 

[Arachno]

Dressing formally using a suit and a long coat and shooting myself in the head with a .44 magnum while broadcasting live on facebook and giving a long, relief and sadic smile before the act

Very simillar fantasy here just with a Tokarev pistol instead

 

[Ariel1]

I would just like to die peacefully in my sleep. Or take a lot of pills, get in the tub and pass out. Maybe slit my wrists for dramatic effect.
Someone else mentioned jumping out of a plane. That would be cool if I could die before I hit the ground.

 

[711slushies]

if were not considering outsider's reactions, id just want something calm and painless. somewhere private preferably, maybe CO2?

I have several if we're considering other's reaction/response time:
My main one would be shooting myself somewhere remote, but public enough a stranger would be the first to find me. a walking trail or an abandoned building or something of that sort. I'd either just wear something provocative or maybe strip down. I'd have something written/painted somewhere near my body encouraging whoever found me first to engage in necrophilia. however the fantasy is not being fucked when im dead, but rather significantly delaying the finding and identification of my body. Beforehand I'd come up with some grandiose reason nobody would be able to reach me for a long time, then ideally, i'd kill myself, have a creep fuck my corpse and FEEL THE GUILT. and then this guilt would lead said creep to dismember my body or move it or throw it in a river or something. if nobodies concerned for a few months, I'd be all set. I'd eliminate the guilt of my suicide (because if i were to be found and identified it would at the very least seem suspicious circumstances) AND I'd pass the guilt on to honestly someone who could use some.
Otherwise I'd want to die in a way that should traumatize someone of my choice or spark a movement of sorts. I would absolutely love to hang myself in front of my rapists house because he hasn't suffered enough for what he put me through. maybe with specific details of what he did on my body or near it to really drive it home to him or his now wife or his neighbors. And unfortunately a lot of rights activism stuff only really gets going when somebody dies, so maybe a copicide situation that either isn't super transparent or isn't intentional at all and i'm just targeted for existing, but it would need to motivate activism for something im passionate about

 

[DoomedDarkCircles]

I would really appreciate passing peacefully in my sleep. My second option would be by Nembutal.

 

[Venateration]

I don't really have much to say other than I'd most likely try with gun or ODing, mostly because if done correctly you can ctb fast and without much pain.

 

[Wolf Girl]

I would make overdosing on pills reliable.

 

[darkandtwisty]

I say it's a fantasy because the US would never go for it.
Physician assisted for mental health (I have anxiety, chronic depression, a dissociative disorder, and CPTSD all thanks to an abusive relationship that lasted almost 16 years). I'd love to go surrounded by love and compassion.

 

[EmptyBottle]

Fantasy way of death: Exploiting Raw Brain Control

Imagine a user has raw control of their brain, hormones, etc. Falling asleep for a night can be done with a single command... and no one can force the user to live when they can easily sabotage the hormones fatally, maybe trigger liquification, etc (good luck keeping the braindead on the ventilator when it gets all clogged)

In this terminal output, you can see what happens when a user sets a fatal amount of serotonin (assuming that 100% is the max safe dose, and maybe 40% is enough for sleep). The red part is only visible by a 3rd party if the shell was logged.

# set hormone serotonin 200%
> WARNING: This level may be dangerous, proceed (y/n): y
> Boosting serotonin levels (see following output):
> 45%
> 90%
> 135% !
> 180% !
Client_loop: send disconnect: Broken pipe.

 

[Unbearable Mr. Bear]

Fantasy way of death: Exploiting Raw Brain Control

Imagine a user has raw control of their brain, hormones, etc. Falling asleep for a night can be done with a single command... and no one can force the user to live when they can easily sabotage the hormones fatally, maybe trigger liquification, etc (good luck keeping the braindead on the ventilator when it gets all clogged)

In this terminal output, you can see what happens when a user sets a fatal amount of serotonin (assuming that 100% is the max safe dose, and maybe 40% is enough for sleep). The red part is only visible by a 3rd party if the shell was logged.

# set hormone serotonin 200%
> WARNING: This level may be dangerous, proceed (y/n): y
> Boosting serotonin levels (see following output):
> 45%
> 90%
> 135% !
> 180% !
Client_loop: send disconnect: Broken pipe.

I feel like I would want to do some things with this before CTBing...just saying.

 

[brokenspirited]

 

[TAW122]

In an ideal, utopic world, if all methods were reliable, then I would choose an inert gas method as I drift off to sleep. I would be slowly going to sleep and then never waking up.

 

[coked_pigeon]

-I always thought falling into a black hole would be an incredible way to die.

-Heroin overdose. In fact, I'd try a bunch of drugs in the weeks leading up to my death since the health and addiction risks would be moot. Crack and meth for the stimulant euphoria, DMT to get a dress-rehearsal of the 'near death experience', maybe roll at one last rave.

 

[LucifersIntrovert]

Fantasy way of going would be a saw trap as it's my favorite movie franchise and movies in general I just love horror movies. I'd want to go out the oxygen crusher way from saw 6, you and another person are placed apart from each other while two giant pieces of metal are by your sides. Everytime you breathe the metal pieces being to push in and crush you making you yell and breathe more, and the trap goes on until one of you dies and the other lives. I'd like to see how long I could go for a solo attempt though.

 

[starlightstarbright]

Carbon monoxide. Peaceful, no pain. Unfortunately, I don't live alone, and there's no way I could drag the ladder around and dismantle the many CO alarms in the house without my family noticing. Plus, we've got an electric vehicle, so the car doesn't even produce CO. But if I lived alone and could get some coal briquettes, that would be great.

 

[wham311]

Fentanyl easy

 

[gottacheckout]

Guillotine, I've always wanted to make one but hiding a 16 foot tall apparatus has been a stumbling block so far. It can be made shorter if using a heavier blade but it would still be obvious.

Other than that any of the methods I currently have will do the trick. Inert gas, shotgun, double handgun (one in mouth and one behind ear shot at the same time), CO, drop hanging. Actually the slurry, actual name given for medication used for assisted suicide, is very peaceful as long as you do the entire procedure.

 

[Holu]

I'd pay thousands to literally just be sedated and given lethal injection

 

[goodbyengo]

i wish i could just close my eyes and think about it and then it would be over. if not that than an injection

 

[ad astra]

To be honest, my fantasy method is just a generous shot glass of Nembutal but sweet instead of bitter/medicinal tasting. It'd be perfect, no pain from needles, no dealing with an exit bag on my head. I could just decide the time/date, write my goodbyes, and take it when ready to...

 

[Venateration]

I don't really have much to say other than I'd most likely try with gun or ODing, mostly because if done correctly you can ctb fast and without much pain.

Definitely wont try acetone again

 

[lasttogo]

Fantasy method would be instant death. Just deciding nows the time, and in one blink it's over. No body left after just gone.

 

[Jisatsu]

Cutting, completely bleeding out and being covered in red.