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wham311

Mage
Mar 1, 2025
598
Drinking to death. Still able to get alcohol, being drunk is fun.
 
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LaVieEnRose

LaVieEnRose

Angelic
Jul 23, 2022
4,356
Chocolate overdose
 
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darksouls

darksouls

Wizard
May 10, 2025
652
since Columbine my fantasy method has been to run amok and have a little fun until the police shoot me
but these days I am not even interested in that anymore,because I have become indifferent to everything
 
Malfunction

Malfunction

Member
Jul 27, 2024
75
I guess OD on sleeping pills. Not sure really, but if it was a guarantee then that sounds good.

As it stands I'm leaning towards CO or some form of strangulation. But I'd probably skip those if I could just fall asleep.
 
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rembleeds

Member
Feb 12, 2024
18
Bleeding out. Nice and slow, able to feel life seep out of me. Would leave a hell of a mess though.
 
AutisticAcademic

AutisticAcademic

Member
Apr 9, 2025
34
I've always fantasized about going down Niagara Falls, but I know it wouldn't be the romantic fantasy I envision it as.
 
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DoomCry

Student
Mar 5, 2025
139
Pure heroin in small daily doses for about a year so I could finally have fun in an abandoned villa in the mountains. Finally the lethal dose.
 
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Arachno

Arachno

oh no :(
Apr 10, 2023
260
Dressing formally using a suit and a long coat and shooting myself in the head with a .44 magnum while broadcasting live on facebook and giving a long, relief and sadic smile before the act
Very simillar fantasy here just with a Tokarev pistol instead
 
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Ariel1

Member
May 15, 2025
65
I would just like to die peacefully in my sleep. Or take a lot of pills, get in the tub and pass out. Maybe slit my wrists for dramatic effect.
Someone else mentioned jumping out of a plane. That would be cool if I could die before I hit the ground.
 
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711slushies

Member
Nov 22, 2024
7
if were not considering outsider's reactions, id just want something calm and painless. somewhere private preferably, maybe CO2?

I have several if we're considering other's reaction/response time:
My main one would be shooting myself somewhere remote, but public enough a stranger would be the first to find me. a walking trail or an abandoned building or something of that sort. I'd either just wear something provocative or maybe strip down. I'd have something written/painted somewhere near my body encouraging whoever found me first to engage in necrophilia. however the fantasy is not being fucked when im dead, but rather significantly delaying the finding and identification of my body. Beforehand I'd come up with some grandiose reason nobody would be able to reach me for a long time, then ideally, i'd kill myself, have a creep fuck my corpse and FEEL THE GUILT. and then this guilt would lead said creep to dismember my body or move it or throw it in a river or something. if nobodies concerned for a few months, I'd be all set. I'd eliminate the guilt of my suicide (because if i were to be found and identified it would at the very least seem suspicious circumstances) AND I'd pass the guilt on to honestly someone who could use some.
Otherwise I'd want to die in a way that should traumatize someone of my choice or spark a movement of sorts. I would absolutely love to hang myself in front of my rapists house because he hasn't suffered enough for what he put me through. maybe with specific details of what he did on my body or near it to really drive it home to him or his now wife or his neighbors. And unfortunately a lot of rights activism stuff only really gets going when somebody dies, so maybe a copicide situation that either isn't super transparent or isn't intentional at all and i'm just targeted for existing, but it would need to motivate activism for something im passionate about
 
DoomedDarkCircles

DoomedDarkCircles

Member
Feb 23, 2024
29
I would really appreciate passing peacefully in my sleep. My second option would be by Nembutal.
 
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Venateration

Venateration

New Member
Jun 4, 2025
2
I don't really have much to say other than I'd most likely try with gun or ODing, mostly because if done correctly you can ctb fast and without much pain.
 
Wolf Girl

Wolf Girl

Not looking for advice or a pep talk
Jun 12, 2024
250
I would make overdosing on pills reliable.
 
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darkandtwisty

darkandtwisty

Member
Jul 10, 2024
79
I say it's a fantasy because the US would never go for it.
Physician assisted for mental health (I have anxiety, chronic depression, a dissociative disorder, and CPTSD all thanks to an abusive relationship that lasted almost 16 years). I'd love to go surrounded by love and compassion.
 
EmptyBottle

EmptyBottle

Friends with Aera23
Apr 10, 2025
385
Fantasy way of death: Exploiting Raw Brain Control

Imagine a user has raw control of their brain, hormones, etc. Falling asleep for a night can be done with a single command... and no one can force the user to live when they can easily sabotage the hormones fatally, maybe trigger liquification, etc (good luck keeping the braindead on the ventilator when it gets all clogged)

In this terminal output, you can see what happens when a user sets a fatal amount of serotonin (assuming that 100% is the max safe dose, and maybe 40% is enough for sleep). The red part is only visible by a 3rd party if the shell was logged.

# set hormone serotonin 200%
> WARNING: This level may be dangerous, proceed (y/n): y
> Boosting serotonin levels (see following output):
> 45%
> 90%

> 135% !
> 180% !

Client_loop: send disconnect: Broken pipe.
 
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Unbearable Mr. Bear

Unbearable Mr. Bear

Sometimes, all you need is a hug...
May 9, 2025
651
Fantasy way of death: Exploiting Raw Brain Control

Imagine a user has raw control of their brain, hormones, etc. Falling asleep for a night can be done with a single command... and no one can force the user to live when they can easily sabotage the hormones fatally, maybe trigger liquification, etc (good luck keeping the braindead on the ventilator when it gets all clogged)

In this terminal output, you can see what happens when a user sets a fatal amount of serotonin (assuming that 100% is the max safe dose, and maybe 40% is enough for sleep). The red part is only visible by a 3rd party if the shell was logged.

# set hormone serotonin 200%
> WARNING: This level may be dangerous, proceed (y/n): y
> Boosting serotonin levels (see following output):
> 45%
> 90%

> 135% !
> 180% !

Client_loop: send disconnect: Broken pipe.
I feel like I would want to do some things with this before CTBing...just saying.
 
TAW122

TAW122

Emissary of the right to die.
Aug 30, 2018
7,011
In an ideal, utopic world, if all methods were reliable, then I would choose an inert gas method as I drift off to sleep. I would be slowly going to sleep and then never waking up.
 
coked_pigeon

coked_pigeon

Member
Sep 21, 2023
14
-I always thought falling into a black hole would be an incredible way to die.

-Heroin overdose. In fact, I'd try a bunch of drugs in the weeks leading up to my death since the health and addiction risks would be moot. Crack and meth for the stimulant euphoria, DMT to get a dress-rehearsal of the 'near death experience', maybe roll at one last rave.
 
LucifersIntrovert

LucifersIntrovert

Buried Alive
Sep 10, 2023
57
Fantasy way of going would be a saw trap as it's my favorite movie franchise and movies in general I just love horror movies. I'd want to go out the oxygen crusher way from saw 6, you and another person are placed apart from each other while two giant pieces of metal are by your sides. Everytime you breathe the metal pieces being to push in and crush you making you yell and breathe more, and the trap goes on until one of you dies and the other lives. I'd like to see how long I could go for a solo attempt though.
 
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starlightstarbright

Member
Apr 26, 2025
6
Carbon monoxide. Peaceful, no pain. Unfortunately, I don't live alone, and there's no way I could drag the ladder around and dismantle the many CO alarms in the house without my family noticing. Plus, we've got an electric vehicle, so the car doesn't even produce CO. But if I lived alone and could get some coal briquettes, that would be great.
 
gottacheckout

gottacheckout

Experienced
May 20, 2025
272
Guillotine, I've always wanted to make one but hiding a 16 foot tall apparatus has been a stumbling block so far. It can be made shorter if using a heavier blade but it would still be obvious.

Other than that any of the methods I currently have will do the trick. Inert gas, shotgun, double handgun (one in mouth and one behind ear shot at the same time), CO, drop hanging. Actually the slurry, actual name given for medication used for assisted suicide, is very peaceful as long as you do the entire procedure.
 
Holu

Holu

Hypomania go brrr
Apr 5, 2023
841
I'd pay thousands to literally just be sedated and given lethal injection
 

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