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I've tried to hold out for as long as I can I've tried to be postive tried to cope I've done everything I can possibly do but the pain I feel mentally and emotionally on a daily basis is cancerous i honestly hate being alive more then I am scared of dying the state of the world,the trauma and abuse I've had growing up,the pain of being alone for so long,the fact not a single soul around me truly wants to understand me or what I'm going through and just makes me feel worse I don't want to go on sometimes I wish I could just walk away and just never come back but maybe in the life beyond this one this week is looking like the last.
 
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