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fluorescentpearl

fluorescentpearl

forever in love at seaside 💜
Jul 19, 2026
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I'm curious to hear if I'm the only one, my ideal method would be stabbing and drowning in the sea, at once, I have a flair for the romantic..

I can imagine myself on a rocky seaside cliff with a scalpel (sharpest thing I can think of), plunging it into my neck and falling to my death into the waves below

Horribly unrealistic, would never be able to do it, and at the same time wonderfully poetic giggle

Do You have any impossible ideal methods?
I'm curious to hear if I'm the only one, my ideal method would be stabbing and drowning in the sea, at once, I have a flair for the romantic..

I can imagine myself on a rocky seaside cliff with a scalpel (sharpest thing I can think of), plunging it into my neck and falling to my death into the waves below

Horribly unrealistic, would never be able to do it, and at the same time wonderfully poetic giggle

Do You have any impossible ideal methods?
Bumping cus I'm curious *
 
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dirkw83

Student
Mar 4, 2026
190
Mmm yeah shooting myself with a shotgun. I just don't think I'd have what it takes to pull the trigger when it came down to it. Maybe if I were very drunk or under the influence of something.
 
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fluorescentpearl

fluorescentpearl

forever in love at seaside 💜
Jul 19, 2026
132
Mmm yeah shooting myself with a shotgun. I just don't think I'd have what it takes to pull the trigger when it came down to it. Maybe if I were very drunk or under the influence of something.
That's interesting, I always thought of shooting uurself as an easy way out
 
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YourLocalEdgelord

Member
Feb 3, 2026
56
SN. But I'm worried about police showing up. That's been one of my biggest fears since I dropped out of school lol

Alternatively, decapitation
 
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meowpuppy

meowpuppy

valerie | she/they | puppygirl
Jul 11, 2026
351
train, it'd just be so traumatizing to other people, and i'd feel so bad...
 
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