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Charisma

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Oct 16, 2025
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So first of all im sorry for my bad grammar, i dont speak english as my native tounge.

After a few months lurking and researching methods (and getting more desperate), i think i found the only method for me that could work.
Sadly i cant use the SN Method because it is not available in my country. So i turned my attention to RC and especially Opioids.
I bought 20ml of IC-26 from an online vendor. In each ml there "should" be 350mg of IC-26. So in total 7000mg/7g of IC-26. It should arrive Saturday.
After much researching this will be my attempt:

Drink 10 ml with a shot of alcohol.
Wait till i notice the effect slowly building up.
Take 5ml each into both thighs.
Hopfully Die.

And here is my reasoning:
I cant take it IV, to much liquid would colapse my vein and the effects would kick faster than i can insert the liquid.
Taking everything Oraly would be a too greater risk at trowing up.
I never took opioids in my life so i dont have a tolerance.

And here are the thinks that could go wrong:

There is less mg/ml as advertised. This is propably the case, but even if it is less the sheer amount of liquid i will take should counterbalance it. I hope that there is at least 100mg/ml, this would guarantee the lethal dose of 1g that i take IM. And even then i have the liquid that i will drink, and hopefully enough gets absorbt before i throw up that it is enough.
I got partialy inspired by that Video of the Russian guy drinking 1g of Methadone in a discord stream and duying.
The bioavailability of IM should be 100%, Oraly Methadone should be also high, but even if it is only 40% it should still be enough.

If anybody has ideas till then that i could increase my chances pls let me know.
I know that i should take drugs that repress the vomiting but i dont think i need them.
If i dont update it after 1 Week with a Survivors Notice you can consider me dead, and this method a sucsess.
 
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How were you able to get methadone that easily
 

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