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maniac116

maniac116

My own worst enemy🌹💔
Aug 10, 2024
1,650
Anything from Type O Negative.
Nine inch Nails also🌹💔
 
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L9 CHOCOIRL

L9 CHOCOIRL

disillusioned
Nov 3, 2023
138
Hey, I don't know if this is the right area, but since it's already about something very negative I'm using the Suicide Discussion Area. I hope this is okay, otherwise it would be nice if an admin or something could move it (or delete it if necessary).
I didn't find anything suitable with the search either.

So I'm looking for really depressive music.
I don't just want your favorite songs or something like in the megathread. But really just something really depressive/suicidal.
I'm not looking for songs that aren't depressing/suicidal but have meaning for you.
Preferably not just something sad or melancholic but something really depressive/suicidal. The songs really have to contain the pain of the world, the pain that I feel deep inside me.

I want to find myself in the song so that my emotions, the deep pain, get an expression.
Do you have any suggestions for me?
i have a couple spotify playlists that you might be interested in, i can PM you them if you want.
 
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ForestGhost

ForestGhost

The ocean washed over your grave
Aug 25, 2024
183


This one's about the singer's cousin's suicide
 
Q

Qevyn

Member
Aug 25, 2024
13
This may be cliche but Mad World covered by Gary Jules.


Camera One by the Josh Joplin Group




Great Escape by Moby



Great Escape by Moby (Reprise)



Barenaked Ladies "Pinch Me" - This may sound like a silly pop-rock song but, the lyrics speak of the weariness of life (at least that what it says to me).

 

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Avoider

Avoider

Member
Aug 25, 2024
18
As I haven't seen any classical music in here, I must share some Chopin. He suffered from depression and went through a lot of both mental and physical pain. His music impersonate sadness and sorrow to an unmatched level.
I could honestly share most of his work but I'll stick with the F minor nocturne. I love the repetitive motif which sounds like a complain. The second part feels like a mental breakdown / panic attack. The ending, feels like he finally found peace in death with those high notes leading his soul to heaven.

 
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Poltergeist

Poltergeist

Member
Jul 24, 2024
44
Bravery above and below -


If this is it
All we have and ever will
If this is it
Time is running out, I'm standing still
I leave today
 
StaticCryBabye

StaticCryBabye

Sorrowful Pixel
Apr 9, 2023
202

This one always hits home for me the lyrics match my life well
 
depthss

depthss

wikihow
Dec 12, 2023
234
Depart this life, anguished


Kill life, forgotten tomb


Schatten aus der Alexander welt, Bethlehem


Magical shadows of a tragic past, mutiilation


If you don't mind music that sounds like this, I recommend the genre DSBM ( depressive suicidal black metal ) the main theme of all the music is, as the name implies, depression and suicide. A lot of the stuff is very raw in an emotional kind of way
 
nekrofawn1

nekrofawn1

nothing
Aug 28, 2024
10
Depart this life, anguished


Kill life, forgotten tomb


Schatten aus der Alexander welt, Bethlehem


Magical shadows of a tragic past, mutiilation


If you don't mind music that sounds like this, I recommend the genre DSBM ( depressive suicidal black metal ) the main theme of all the music is, as the name implies, depression and suicide. A lot of the stuff is very raw in an emotional kind of way
i love these bands so much, DSBM rules
 
let.me.let.go87

let.me.let.go87

Meh
Jul 12, 2024
299
Citizen soldier
Linkin park
Georgiou MusicMusic
All a good place to start ijs
 
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Wolf Girl

Wolf Girl

Not looking for advice or a pep talk
Jun 12, 2024
223
Conrad by Jets to Brazil
 
assistedsuicidelove

assistedsuicidelove

Member
Sep 6, 2024
37
Hey, I don't know if this is the right area, but since it's already about something very negative I'm using the Suicide Discussion Area. I hope this is okay, otherwise it would be nice if an admin or something could move it (or delete it if necessary).
I didn't find anything suitable with the search either.

So I'm looking for really depressive music.
I don't just want your favorite songs or something like in the megathread. But really just something really depressive/suicidal.
I'm not looking for songs that aren't depressing/suicidal but have meaning for you.
Preferably not just something sad or melancholic but something really depressive/suicidal. The songs really have to contain the pain of the world, the pain that I feel deep inside me.

I want to find myself in the song so that my emotions, the deep pain, get an expression.
Do you have any suggestions for me?
Britton If this is goodbye
Hey, I don't know if this is the right area, but since it's already about something very negative I'm using the Suicide Discussion Area. I hope this is okay, otherwise it would be nice if an admin or something could move it (or delete it if necessary).
I didn't find anything suitable with the search either.

So I'm looking for really depressive music.
I don't just want your favorite songs or something like in the megathread. But really just something really depressive/suicidal.
I'm not looking for songs that aren't depressing/suicidal but have meaning for you.
Preferably not just something sad or melancholic but something really depressive/suicidal. The songs really have to contain the pain of the world, the pain that I feel deep inside me.

I want to find myself in the song so that my emotions, the deep pain, get an expression.
Do you have any suggestions for me?
The end is a little too hopeful but all before that is great
 

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_AllCatsAreGrey_

_AllCatsAreGrey_

(they/he)
Mar 4, 2024
639


Like a feeling that I'm down
Deep inside my heart
Like I'm looking out through splitting blood red
Windows in my heart

From a higher up than heaven
And a harder down than stone
Shake the fear that always clawing
Pulls me clawing down alone

As I spitting, splitting, blood red
Breaking windows in my heart
And the past is taunting fear of ghosts
Is forcing me apart

And the further I get
From the things that I care about
The less I care about
How much further away I get

And the further I get
From the things that I care about
The less I care about
How much further away I get

I am lost again
With everything gone
And more alone
Than I have ever been

I expect you to understand, to feel it too
But I know that even if you will
You cannot ever help me
Nor can I ever help you

Nor can I ever help you
Never ever help you
 
twin size mattress

twin size mattress

Member
Oct 1, 2023
36
-Anything by elliot smith! I'm linking 2:45 here but i'd recommend his entire discography tbh
-i know the end - phoebe bridgers (mainly putting this bcs of the screams at the end)




 
daley

daley

Experienced
May 11, 2024
224
Just became aware of this one:

An excerpt from the lyrics:
Thank you for calling 1-800-suicide
If you wish to self terminate by electric shock, press 1
For termination by overdose, press 2
If you would like to make a reservation
To visit our drowning pool, please press 3
For termination by hanging, please press 4
For death by self inflicting gunshot, press 5
To speak to a representative, stay on the line
If you don't wish to die please hang up now
 
L

Life'sA6itch

Lights out please
Oct 29, 2023
268


I have always loved this song, beautifully depressing.
 
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-nobodyknows-

-nobodyknows-

I will face my fate.
Jun 16, 2024
700
Bright Eyes is pretty depressing
 
warriorkot

warriorkot

enjoy the unknown
Sep 20, 2023
39
 

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