Iam looking for very Depressive/Suicidal Music.

[an_alias]

Smile From the Streets You Hold
Niandra LaDes and Usually Just a T-Shirt
both by John Frusciante

 

[hawkshorizon]

Elliot Smith, Between The Bars

 

[husky]

This one always matches my sadness:

 

[lonely&trapped.]

The entirety of Red Vox's album Kerosene, I've always came back to it in dark times of my life:



Some of Aphex Twin's ambient works capture the feeling of isolation really well, they resonate with me on an emotional level.

 

[mrs.happybirthday]

letting go - duster
who would leave their son out in the sun? - have a nice life
pale - modern color
motion picture soundtrack and how to disappear completely by radiohead. most of radiohead's music should be good.

 

[grungy自殺]

I got one in my playlist



It's the ultra slowed one just to let you know

 

[DanielDanDean]

A song in french about an failing to CTB.

 

[req9619]

listen to TeamSESH aka bones, personal favourite of mine.

 

[Agon321]

 

[opheliaoveragain]

Hey, I don't know if this is the right area, but since it's already about something very negative I'm using the Suicide Discussion Area. I hope this is okay, otherwise it would be nice if an admin or something could move it (or delete it if necessary).
I didn't find anything suitable with the search either.

So I'm looking for really depressive music.
I don't just want your favorite songs or something like in the megathread. But really just something really depressive/suicidal.
I'm not looking for songs that aren't depressing/suicidal but have meaning for you.
Preferably not just something sad or melancholic but something really depressive/suicidal. The songs really have to contain the pain of the world, the pain that I feel deep inside me.

I want to find myself in the song so that my emotions, the deep pain, get an expression.
Do you have any suggestions for me?

Not all have been added by me. But there are some good ones on there.

 

[Q-Q]

as the other person said radiohead's music fits your request


I saw some people saying this song is about suicide for example

 

[qualityOV3Rquantity]

If you like metal or can handle screamed vocals, there's a whole genre like this. It's called DSBM, depressive suicidal black metal. My favorite band in the genre is Hypothermia. Their music isn't just sad, it's dismally hopeless.

 

[Ligottian]

Joy Division . Pretty much anything on their Closer album. Their lead singer and song writer hung himself in 1980.

 

[Al_stargate]

What genre do you prefer? I got rap ones. There is lot of depressive/sad music out there but not neceserily suicidal.

 

[MaidenException]

This is one of my favorites. If you're into moody electronic music, you might dig it.

 

[awaitinglove]

i'm going to do it by giles corey is my favorite suicidal song. the whole album is good but that specific song is so beautiful.

 

[_AllCatsAreGrey_]

 

[tenshi天神]

nicole dollanganger makes some rlly gloomy (but deeply beautiful) music!! there's a song to fit basically everything so im sure you'd be able to find smthing relatable. I love Coma Baby & Mean.

 

[husky]

 

[Lost Magic]

 

[iwanttobeinpeace]

 

[Fall_Apart]

 

[failure383]

 

[oatmilk]

A true classic

 

[ropearoundatree]

(Nick Drake: Hanging on a star / Black eyed dog)

 

[LunarLight]

Usually, when people think of music, they have a style in mind.
But if this is not that important, then:

I looooove Woods of Ypres. Thanks a lot for sharing!

OP, you should look into depressive suicidal black metal, it might be exactly what you're looking for. A few examples:

 

[donwhitman]

 

[grisly bear]

Thank you all <3
It looks like I was looking for something exactly like "DSBM" or whatever it's called.
I kind of like the cries/screams of despair and pain'.

Of course, that doesn't mean that other suggestions were worse or even bad.
Every suggestion has a right to exist and even songs outside of 'DBSM' are still very beautiful and trigger something in me emotionally.

So thank you all very much for all the suggestions.
You are welcome to make further suggestions if you like, no matter from which genre or whatever.
Because even if one or the other song doesn't suit or help me, it can still help or please other people here.

 

[VoidedExistence]

depressive suicidal black metal DSBM, don't know if you listen to metal, let alone black metal