I wouldn't ever want to exist like this

[Darkover]

it's fucking disgusting for one thing needing to eat shit and sleep all the fucking time
to just maintain the machine you are I fucking hate it

I hate the fact that I could enjoy myself if I was born into a lot of money and wouldn't ever need to work but because I wasn't born into money I have to work my life away

I hate having biological needs like sex that go completely unfilled it's a repressive machine

I wouldn't want to be facing my demise all the time just one wrong step away from oblivion

I wouldn't want to be so weak and powerless and helpless in a hellhole facing death or injury or disease that can bring so much suffering without having any way to fix it

I hate the fact that I am dependent on others for my own happiness i shouldn't need anyone to be happy

I hate the fact we are born stupid and dependent on our parents for the first 18 years of life

I hate the fact we are forced to be alive here without any option for an early exit

I hate the universe and life for bringing me alive here to suffer and die

I hate the fact the human species are a bunch of imbeciles

I hate the fact that i am enslaved in awful shit