I Would Like A CTB Partner But I Have Social Anxiety

[iusedtobehappy]

The title says it all. I'm having a hard time doing this on my own. I would like a partner and I would like to go first but have terrible social anxiety. Wine first? Meds? I just don't know if I can pull this off myself.

 

[iusedtobehappy]

I'm a very poor love advisor.
Actually, I'm the last person you should go to.

But I think you should focus on yourself first.
If you have social anxiety, maybe it's worth starting with the smaller things first?
Do you go to a psychologist? How often do you leave home? Does the thought of contact with another person paralyze you?
These are important questions.

In my opinion you should get your condition under control first. You should get more courage.
Do you do any sports? If not, it's worth starting.

I don't know you, so I don't know how deep your problems are.
But I think it would be best if you started by healing yourself.
It should be much easier later.

I know it's hard.
Easier said than done.
I know something about this.

Of course, don't necessarily listen to me.
I'm probably writing nonsense as usual.
I just wrote what I think about it.
I may be wrong, as always.
Sayings anyway.

All good advice but I was actually referring to a CTB partner. :)

 

[Agon321]

All good advice but I was actually referring to a CTB partner. :)

ehhhh fuck.
Sometimes I misunderstand the question/context.
Sometimes because of the translator, sometimes because of my stupidity.

Sorry :D.

 

[DeathWish3301]

The title says it all. I'm having a hard time doing this on my own. I would like a partner and I would like to go first but have terrible social anxiety. Wine first? Meds? I just don't know if I can pull this off myself.

May I ask what method you're planning on using?

 

[iusedtobehappy]

ehhhh fuck.
Sometimes I misunderstand the question/context.
Sometimes because of the translator, sometimes because of my stupidity.

Sorry :D.

Aww its ok. I edited the title. :)

May I ask what method you're planning on using?

Alone its either partial or night night. With a partner I would hope for firearm. Me first.

 

[lkjhgfdsa1]

. With a partner I would hope for firearm. Me first.

Then it's just murder lol

 

[rozeske]

With a partner I would hope for firearm. Me first.

That's a bit risky, someone in the recent news is in big trouble for that.

 

[Vicolo cieco]

That's a bit risky, someone in the recent news is in big trouble for that.

What happened?

 

[rozeske]

What happened?

She couldn't do it after shooting her partner and ended up in police custody.

 

[Username1359751]

You should click on my profile on the about section.

 

[escape_from_hell]

I honestly wish a team would just show up and administer numbutal while holding my hand and telling me it will be okay. Fantasy.
Or that this really was a suicide cult like the media claims and we all throw a big rave and go out in a glorious haze of drugs finishing the night with fentanyl, benzo, and barbiturate (pentobarbital) excess.

 

[iusedtobehappy]

Then it's just murder lol

I wouldn't go second for that reason. I couldn't kill anyone. I mean, I carry moths outside and free them.

 

[UKscotty]

A partner is a liability anyway. Most people back out of suicide attempts, then you have a right mess if one person actually wants to die.