Story I won't be able to ctb in my chosen date, but at least I had some good news today!

[Oblivion Lover]

So, back at september, I've decided that my chosen ctb date would be october 13, my birthday date, but things didn't work as intended and I've procrastinated too much to be able to meet my deadline. I have none of the needed supplies as of now, and I didn't even finish my note (though I'm not sure about leaving one). I was frustrated and somewhat embarassed of failing once more (this is the third time that my planning goes wrong), but at least I got some good news today. My godmother, the kind angel that she is, is going to unknowingly give me the means to my suicide by giving me 100 bucks for my birthday. I'm going to spend this money to order a pre-paid credit card and use it to order my SN online and buy meto and cimetidine. I'm somewhat excited about it, even if I'll probably only get my hands on SN by november, as my plans are finally getting on motion for real! Soon enough I'll leave this pathetic world! Of course, I'm going to keep you guys updated on it, and hopefully in less than one month you won't be hearing from me anymore because I'll be dead!

 

[JimFord99]

A plan is good if it works not when. Always a good idea not to rush and not to be impatient. Good luck to you, although, you already had luck. A good sign in my opinion.