Venting I woke up midhang and saved myself

[12345six]

I just failed again. I decided to use an hdmi cord just as a test to see if it'd work any better since it was much thicker then the cord I had been using.

I did a partial hang and so to maximize time i have been starting a timer and if nothing happend by a minute in I would get up and try a different height or tie or something.

Just about 20 minutes ago I start the hang with the hdmi cord and I could hear my heart beat In my ear and everything started to go a bit black. Suddenly everything is almost all black and I don't have my phone. I struggle unable to feel anything but barley get up. I untie myself forgetting I can just move the noose to get out and I look at my phone and I had passed out for 2 minutes and 19 seconds.

I was shaking and I tried to call every one of my freinds, text my siblings anybody and no body opend my messages. (Its 330am) so ig it makes sence. Im going to try again tomorrow and succeed. Im still shaking righting this and I have no one to tell. If anybody knows why I might have randomly woke up out of no where id be down to hear it.

Thanks for reading.

 

[blackorchid]

I'm sorry you went through that. I know that exact feeling and is just horrible. sending you a big hug from the distance

 

[thekop85]

I'm sorry to hear you weren't able to CTB.
It seems like PSH is a really difficult way because of SI.
Even after you lose consciousness, your instincts will still make you to escape.
The surest way to identify the cause of failure in your setup
is to record your attempt on video with you phone. (not live streaming)
This allows you to see how much time has passed since your previous attempt and identify which of your actions led to the failure.
You can then use this information to improve your next setup.
It won't be easy, but keep at it.

 

[Forveleth]

The exact same thing happened to me during my partial attempt. I passed out, although I do not know for how long, and then suddenly snapped awake, already sitting up. As said above, even after losing consciousness, your body will try to do everything it can to save itself. Sometimes that leads it to putting you back in a position that lessens the pressure on your arteries and lets more blood back into your brain. It is the major drawback of partial hanging for sure.

 

[Passenger4224]

Hanging sounds difficult. Please don't be hard on yourself due to what happened

 

[SunnySideSummer]

I just failed again. I decided to use an hdmi cord just as a test to see if it'd work any better since it was much thicker then the cord I had been using.

I did a partial hang and so to maximize time i have been starting a timer and if nothing happend by a minute in I would get up and try a different height or tie or something.

Just about 20 minutes ago I start the hang with the hdmi cord and I could hear my heart beat In my ear and everything started to go a bit black. Suddenly everything is almost all black and I don't have my phone. I struggle unable to feel anything but barley get up. I untie myself forgetting I can just move the noose to get out and I look at my phone and I had passed out for 2 minutes and 19 seconds.

I was shaking and I tried to call every one of my freinds, text my siblings anybody and no body opend my messages. (Its 330am) so ig it makes sence. Im going to try again tomorrow and succeed. Im still shaking righting this and I have no one to tell. If anybody knows why I might have randomly woke up out of no where id be down to hear it.

Thanks for reading.

I wish you will be happy and won't die , there is certainly a way to be better