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LifeIsASadist

LifeIsASadist

This world is disgusting
Oct 16, 2024
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It feels inhumane to force someone who is suffering to keep living especially when they are in a permanent situation, anti-choicers can't seem to grasp that suicide is sometimes the answer because how do they expect a 50 year old man who is lonely to keep living on? I just wished there was a legalization of suicide that allowed us to sign a contract if we are above 18 and just CTB that easily and not have to do so much complicated things just to be free.
 
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dead dav

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Feb 27, 2025
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I wish you could just go to the doctor get some pills to euthanize yourself I'm 65 btw would love to just go to sleep and never wake up
 
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LifeIsASadist

LifeIsASadist

This world is disgusting
Oct 16, 2024
309
I wish you could just go to the doctor get some pills to euthanize yourself I'm 65 btw
I'm so sorry... :(

Someone like me might live a long time (up to 100) if I don't CTB anytime soon and it feels like life's sick game of torturing me for as long as possible.

If I can do something to decrease my life expectancy I would stop going to the gym but my mom pays for my memberships so I gotta go.
 
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dead dav

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Feb 27, 2025
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I'm so sorry... :(

Someone like me might live a long time (up to 100) if I don't CTB anytime soon and it feels like life's sick game of torturing me for as long as possible.

If I can do something to decrease my life expectancy I would stop going to the gym but my mom pays for my memberships so I gotta go.
God the thought of living to 100 with all the health issues this brings I the noose seems so tempting
God the thought of living to 100 with all the health issues this brings I the noose seems so tempting
What method are you considering?
 
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Rymrgand

Rymrgand

Back here I suppose
Jan 5, 2025
250
It would be cool, yes. I'm not asking for the Futurama's Suicide Booth, but they could regulate it a bit and still make it accessible. For example, it would be reasonable if they make you wait for several months and during those months you need to go to treatment, so people who can recover easily can't do it during a crisis.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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I really understand, it's just so horrific to me how we exist in this reality where suffering is seen as to force and prolong no matter what, it's just extreme cruelty to me how the option to just simply cease existing in peace is denied with no risks of trying to die going wrong and leading to way worse torture even know this existence that just caused suffering all for the sake of it and problems there were never a need for was imposed in the first place.

For me non-existence truly is all that's positive and desirable, it's horrific to me how a human can suffer for so long just to die in agony from old age with no limit as to how much they can be tortured. I personally just wish and hope to never suffer ever again and I suffer so much from how painless death is denied for me as I'll only be at peace once I no longer exist, I'd always prefer to not exist, I'd never wish for the cruel, torturous burden of human existence that always felt like a mistake to me.
 
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dead dav

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Feb 27, 2025
343
I really understand, it's just so horrific to me how we exist in this reality where suffering is seen as to force and prolong no matter what, it's just extreme cruelty to me how the option to just simply cease existing in peace is denied with no risks of trying to die going wrong and leading to way worse torture even know this existence that just caused suffering all for the sake of it and problems there were never a need for was imposed in the first place.

For me non-existence truly is all that's positive and desirable, it's horrific to me how a human can suffer for so long just to die in agony from old age with no limit as to how much they can be tortured. I personally just wish and hope to never suffer ever again and I suffer so much from how painless death is denied for me as I'll only be at peace once I no longer exist, I'd always prefer to not exist, I'd never wish for the cruel, torturous burden of human existence that always felt like a mistake to me.
I feel your pain also helps the world in a small way one less human polluting the earth so I don't understand why euthanasia can't be legal after all you won't let your dog suffer
 
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Kbeau

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Jan 17, 2021
331
It feels inhumane to force someone who is suffering to keep living especially when they are in a permanent situation, anti-choicers can't seem to grasp that suicide is sometimes the answer because how do they expect a 50 year old man who is lonely to keep living on? I just wished there was a legalization of suicide that allowed us to sign a contract if we are above 18 and just CTB that easily and not have to do so much complicated things just to be free.
I'm 55. Couldn't agree more. Not only do I not want to risk failure when I CTB, but I also don't want to traumatize whoever finds me and has to clean up the mess. I WILL leave a note (along with my death documents, drivers license, will, etc) apologizing to whoever finds and has to deal with me, but that's really on society for forcing people to do this in an unsupervised and shocking way.
It would be cool, yes. I'm not asking for the Futurama's Suicide Booth, but they could regulate it a bit and still make it accessible. For example, it would be reasonable if they make you wait for several months and during those months you need to go to treatment, so people who can recover easily can't do it during a crisis.
Completely agree. I think safeguards and a waiting period would be appropriate as some (maybe most) might change their minds. But for those of us that are committed to going, and it's been a long time in the making, let us go humanely
 
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dead dav

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Feb 27, 2025
343
It would also be a good idea if I could be euthanized under medical conditions then maybe my organs could be harvested and use to help
Someone that wants to live clean clinical and useful
 
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Kbeau

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Jan 17, 2021
331
It would also be a good idea if I could be euthanized under medical conditions then maybe my organs could be harvested and use to help
Someone that wants to live clean clinical and useful
For all I care, they could make harvesting all usable organs a requirement! I'd actually prefer that.
 
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dead dav

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Feb 27, 2025
343
Me too at least I would be useful for something you could be put under anaesthetic and organs removed from your living body so they are fresh or am I just being too morbid and silly
 

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