Venting I wish there’s the option to just erase our existence

[FuneralCry]

To me that'd be the best and most ideal suicide method, to have the option to erase my existence so it's like I never existed at all, it's the closest to perfection next to never existing in the first place.
It comforts me to think of this existence permanently disappearing into nothingness, I only wish for the true peace of non-existence where all is finally forgotten about, I simply wish to be unaware, to not exist is all that's desirable to me. I wish to disappear as then I'll be free from all suffering, existence won't be my problem anymore and I won't have to deal with it, instead there simply will be nothing and nothingness is all I want.

To have the ability to erase our existence would prevent so much unnecessary pain and torment, it would solve everything and would be such a relief, to me eternal nothingness really is the only relief. I see beauty in the thought of this existence being erased and forgotten about, having the option to peacefully and eternally erase our existence would be a beautiful release from all meaningless suffering.

 

[hikikomorizombie]

same. i want pure oblivion, but that's impossible.

 

[Meteora]

Relate 100%

 

[_Broken_alice]

This is a wish we have held since childhood. Not to die, but to never have existed in the first place. All of the impact of our interactions in the world never having happened. No-one hurt by our passing. No-one wondering what they could have done or said.