Method I Wish there were easier ways to ctb

[Skyyyfarer 26]

I don't have any money I can barely afford food so acquiring sn is out of question for me
I really dislike the idea of hanging because for some reason the imagery is very grotesque to me and I know my si will kick in
I've been considering drowning for a while because I'm really comfortable with water and I was thinking if getting really high would avoid si in case of drowning?

 

[Praestat_Mori]

I agree with you and it's so inhumane how difficult it is to access really peaceful and painless methods. I personally think drowning is too cruel and a lot of SI must be defeated. If you are able to swim it's even more difficult (drowning in a lake/river/sea). Basically drowning = suffocation due to being unable to breath air/oxygen. The only way I see here would be becoming unconscious before the face is under water.

 

[CTB Dream]

Ya v cruel no peace mthd no any, this body trotur mchn all pain sffr no stop ,if want stop also pain sffr. Sci v posbl make peace but awfl scum species make mthod hard frc sffr no let peace

 

[leloyon]

I remember in the movie Oldboy, one of the characters had a device implanted so that if he pressed a button on a remote, his heart would stop, so he could commit suicide literally at the press of a button.
We should all have something like that.

 

[doneforlife]

I agree with you and it's so inhumane how difficult it is to access really peaceful and painless methods. I personally think drowning is too cruel and a lot of SI must be defeated. If you are able to swim it's even more difficult (drowning in a lake/river/sea). Basically drowning = suffocation due to being unable to breath air/oxygen. The only way I see here would be becoming unconscious before the face is under water.

My country doesn't have VAD. One needs to travel to SZL. I was not well yesterday and during my hours of pain it just struck me that someone who wants to die needs to be in a situation which is 1000 times more painful than what I am feeling right now and also needs to have the physical stamina needed to travel.

 

[CW36]

I don't have any money I can barely afford food so acquiring sn is out of question for me
I really dislike the idea of hanging because for some reason the imagery is very grotesque to me and I know my si will kick in
I've been considering drowning for a while because I'm really comfortable with water and I was thinking if getting really high would avoid si in case of drowning?

If you're really comfortable with water I.e. can swim, then drowning can only be achieved with weights. Your SI won't allow any other outcome. Unless of course, the water was particularly choppy, then it's possible without. But getting high is a very bad idea. Weed is a bad drug of choice to help you CTB. You want a downer like alcohol, something that will toughen your resolve. Getting high will only make things harder by enhancing your thought processes, such as SI and paranoia.

 

[befree]

One of the cheapest methods is the corotid method by using a tourniquet (brand name "TIME", US$12,-).

 

[FuneralCry]

I also really wish that suicide is easier as well, it's inhumane to me how we cannot just leave this world in peace in a guaranteed way, purposely making suicide so difficult is criminal to me as it just leads to unnecessary suffering, we shouldn't have to struggle so much to be free from an existence we aren't even obligated to endure.

 

[bluebus]

It's really difficult to kill yourself unfortunately. I have been trying to figure out the best method, but all of them require a good amount of reproach, prep work, and planning. I really wish there was an easy way out.

 

[befree]

clonezepum

You probably mean Clonazepam (Klonopin).

An overdose of Clonazepam can be lethal. The lethal dose is approximately 4,0 mg per kg of body weight. But there is also a risk.
In case of failure permanent brain damage is possible, as a result of slowed breathing / respiratory depression.

This is just a general information. I do not encourage you to commit suicide and to use this method. You act on your own responsibility.

 

[CW36]

I meant comfortable with water as in I'm comfortable with the idea of drowning if that makes sense?like hanging i don't like the imagery and find it kinda grotesque and don't wanna go that way
I have been researching into it and my plan is alcohol and clonezepum(it's prescribed to me)
But I'm also considering other methods but all of the relatively comfortable ones require money or some level of precision which I'm not at all confident about so drowning seems the easiest to me

It is really inhumane

Sure. No worries, we're all different. There's no comfortable method. Aside from the super elusive N and the long drop, there's few others. Drowning has a high success rate and I hope you achieve your goal with as little pain as possible.

 

[befree]

There is a risk of failure with any method. I would choose a method with the best possible ratio of risk / peacefulness / success.
I don´t know how much you can afford, because you said you are poor, but maybe CO or inert gas would be an option ?