Venting I wish someone could save me

[luna674]

I wish I had support or someone in my life I don't have shit I'm in pain.
I have no methods except wrist I can currently do

 

[h4ppyhypoxia]

i am really sorry youre in pain and feel trapped, i think its important to say that wrist cutting is a very unreliable method, and youre likely to just put yourself in more pain by doing that :( only 6% of attempts to die by wrist slitting were successful iirc, i hear your pain, but please dont impulsively act on that and try your best to keep yourself safe, i would hate for you to suffer more when everything is already bad for you at the moment, take care, if you want to vent then you can pm me, you shouldnt have to be alone when youre feeling this bad, im just a stranger on the internet, and that wont replace the listening ears of a friend, but its something, if you want to reach out to somebody, you can always talk to me, take care

 

[luna674]

I am really sorry youre in pain and feel trapped, i think its important to say that wrist cutting is a very unreliable method, and youre likely to just put yourself in more pain by doing that :( only 6% of attempts to die by wrist slitting were successful iirc, i hear your pain, but please dont impulsively act on that and try your best to keep yourself safe, i would hate for you to suffer more when everything is already bad for you at the moment, take care, if you want to vent then you can pm me, you shouldnt have to be alone when youre feeling this bad, im just a stranger on the internet, and that wont replace the listening ears of a friend, but its something, if you want to reach out to somebody, you can always talk to me, take care

It really sucks a stranger can be there for me but no one in my real life ever could
I know at this point it's just self-harm, but I feel im doing something
I'm so angry I was born

 

[h4ppyhypoxia]

It really sucks a stranger can be there for me but no one in my real life ever could
I know at this point it's just self-harm, but I feel im doing something
I'm so angry I was born

im sorry its so horrible, i get the anger at being born, then you would just have the simple peace of non existence, you wouldnt have to plan ways to escape it, its such a heavy burden to carry, and im sorry that nobody irl will carry it with you, this fourm is a safe space for these feelings, i really understand the feeling of wanting someone irl to be there with you through your pain, its a different type of grief, sending love

 

[luna674]

Yeah I'll give up