Venting I wish my boyfriend wishes I was dead

[spiderwbs]

Title is self explanatory.

 

[irregularreconcile]

While I don't know your situation, I empathise in my own way;

I desperately wish my partner would hurt me/For me to be in another domestic violence situation. I feel, and maybe you relate, it would egg on the CTB date sooner, or give more of a "reason" to do it. At least, that's how it is for me.

Whatever your plans may be, I do hope your boyfriend still offers some comfort during this time, if it helps. You deserve love before and after death.