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irregularreconcile

irregularreconcile

i'm such a coward; these wretched things i do
Jun 15, 2023
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While I don't know your situation, I empathise in my own way;

I desperately wish my partner would hurt me/For me to be in another domestic violence situation. I feel, and maybe you relate, it would egg on the CTB date sooner, or give more of a "reason" to do it. At least, that's how it is for me.

Whatever your plans may be, I do hope your boyfriend still offers some comfort during this time, if it helps. You deserve love before and after death.
 
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