I wish I would just die

[onlyforever1]

Car accident or terminal cancer or something I just don't want to have to make that decision for myself but I'm in too much pain to keep going on the way I am.

 

[bl33ding_heart]

That's exactly how I feel right now. I don't wanna sound like a toxic positivity spreader but it really can get better if you put in the effort. You could consider something like therapy/antidepressants to make your time here more bearable and less painful. No one deserves unnecessary pain. I wish the best for you

 

[Alexandra_]

I share your wish. I am so sorry that you are experiencing such inhuman suffering. My existence also brings me only torment. And all I want is liberation

 

[pthnrdnojvsc]

That's exactly how I feel right now. I don't wanna sound like a toxic positivity spreader but it really can get better if you put in the effort. You could consider something like therapy/antidepressants to make your time here more bearable and less painful. No one deserves unnecessary pain. I wish the best for you

I wish i could just die too today. For me it can't get better.

But even if it could I don't want to exist ever under any circumstances much less under this situation of being a fragile animal a slave laboring every day only to get old and exist under threat of extreme torture

Why do I have to live another minute?

I don't have to

Why is it important to strangers that another human continue to live temporarily for a little while only since we all will die anyway? Life is short. How fast did the last 5 years pass by?

 

[darksouls]

I am very sorry you are suffering so much
wish you the best
hope you find the peace you deserve

 

[bl33ding_heart]

I wish i could just die too today. For me it can't get better.

But even if it could I don't want to exist ever under any circumstances much less under this situation of being a fragile animal a slave laboring every day only to get old and exist under threat of extreme torture

Why do I have to live another minute?

I don't have to

Why is it important to strangers that another human continue to live temporarily for a little while only since we all will die anyway? Life is short. How fast did the last 5 years pass by?

I think you misunderstood my response. I didn't say anyone has to do anything, all I said was while you're here. You should try to love and take care of yourself and make your time in this life less painful. I'm sorry you have to go through something so horrible that no human deserves, and I really hope you find your peace.

 

[FuneralCry]

I really understand, I just wish to be gone as well, all I want is to never suffer in this cruel and torturous existence ever again, I also find it so painful to exist, I hope you find the peace you search for.

 

[onlyforever1]

That's exactly how I feel right now. I don't wanna sound like a toxic positivity spreader but it really can get better if you put in the effort. You could consider something like therapy/antidepressants to make your time here more bearable and less painful. No one deserves unnecessary pain. I wish the best for you

i am on three antidepressants and have two different therapists it's not gonna get better

 

[bl33ding_heart]

i am on three antidepressants and have two different therapists it's not gonna get better

I'm really sorry :/
I hope you're able to ease your pain.

 

[onlyforever1]

I'm really sorry :/
I hope you're able to ease your pain.

yeah thanks. i really wish I had the potential to have a life worth living but I'm fat, trans and unable to transition and have BPD. literally everyone in my life is wondering how I haven't killed myself already.

 

[wham311]

yeah thanks. i really wish I had the potential to have a life worth living but I'm fat, trans and unable to transition and have BPD. literally everyone in my life is wondering how I haven't killed myself already.

I hate how people talk like it's so easy.

Struggling and trying to get and people are like "why even bother going on"? Well because it's impossible to ctb so I have to fucking do something