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dumbnhappy

dumbnhappy

just say it ditto
May 22, 2024
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man what i wouldnt do to have lived life as someone else. i did everything wrong. and when i tried to do things the right way, i still messed up. im just a huge failure, every day i wonder how much happier i would be if i was prettier or taller or smarter or more hard working. if i had parents that loved each other and loved me, if i was born some place else, if i was named something else. then would things be different? but i know they wouldnt be different because the problem is me. my soul is just not lovable and not special. no one will ever truly want me in my real natural state. im a garbage human being, and i probably deserve to feel everything im feeling
 
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U. A.

U. A.

"Ultra Based" gigashad
Aug 8, 2022
2,600
you are worthy; your parents made you and they should have given you the love you deserve.
other people are shit; you shouldn't have to live up to their ideas of what a "successful" person it.
societies are fucked and only value what people can produce. that doesn't mean it's not hard feeling you aren't valued because of this reason, but the reason is shitty and so are people.
sorry you're struggling 🫂
 
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UnusedGate

UnusedGate

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Aug 12, 2025
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Feel the same. It fucking sucks. I really hate how unfair this shit is.
 
PrincessSaturn

PrincessSaturn

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Aug 6, 2025
35
A soul doesn't come into this world as inherently unlovable, but it seems everyone in your life + environment has convinced you that you aren't capable of being someone worth love and respect. I know it's not my place to apologize, but I am sorry that you had to experience such an insane amount of suffering and hurt in your life that you now think so low of yourself.

You are extremely special, because there is only one version of you ever. I genuinely hope things get much better for you soon. ❤️
 
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Off_Switch

Off_Switch

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Aug 15, 2025
266
I feel the same way. I can't wait to escape from it all. Unlucky people really have no reason to be here.
 
katara

katara

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Mar 17, 2022
652
I've always felt this way, mostly bc I would see terrible people at school who had friends and were always happy. I always wondered why they couldn't be me.
I do think both of us have low self esteem. I understand being a failure. I didn't even finish high school. I'm probably the biggest loser on this site.
 
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Goodgirlryeo101

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May 27, 2023
718
I know of a real garbage person who actually told me before he thought of bleaching because he wasn't happy with how he looked 😂😂😂.

I understand though he wasn't and he has never been good looking ( in his delusional mind he though and he thinks he is) a lot of people have insulted his looks to me without me even attacking his looks hmmmm.

I know he wished he was taller and I have had female friends who told me they they had my height I wonder if any man has said that to him before? I doubt it, being a midget must be so painful for him that he was crying about it everywhere. The people he cacoos with has insulted his looks that it even hurt my feelings as if it was me. I can only laugh because he is the type of never say anything to my face and this other girl said the same thing because he is a spineless coward who exhibits some traits of a narcissist and thus no matter what the same people who insulted his looks and character to me will be talking shit about him behind his back.

Doing things with people who says you are subhuman looool I can only laugh because he knows his place. He can never win tobed that man that used to constantly refer to him as an animal at any given chance.

Sub Saharan baboon - that man was so innovative and creative with the name he gave him.
I've always felt this way, mostly bc I would see terrible people at school who had friends and were always happy. I always wondered why they couldn't be me.
I do think both of us have low self esteem. I understand being a failure. I didn't even finish high school. I'm probably the biggest loser on this site.
Loool it's better this I know of this man who would cry about "fake friends" to me and he would call me to stay way from his "Friends" poor thing his so called friend was the one who would call me to chat so much shit about him to me and I didn't even give a shit about his so called friends.

He has always been so desperate for anything and anyone to be his friend. The fact that he jumps out with a man who racially abused him and that he is always bragging about "friends" loool. Maybe he thinks mentioning "friends" would hurt me when he's m the one who ditched majority of them I'm not him who hold on to his dear life for anything and anyone to be his "friend" and all this build of "fake allies" that as soon as he turn his head they will be talking bad about him.

The fact that he had to write fake posts about me says everything I need to know about him. Being called a virus looool it couldn't be me. He has to lie and lie for people to like him, it must be exhausting for him and after all this he is still going to die like me .. poor thing, pity is all I Hans for this man because for a ma to gossip and talk like this it takes a special type of person I now understand why my ex referred to him as sub human more so to do with his behaviour even though my ex was talking and referring to his looks.

So you are better than him because at the end of the day the so called friends of his would be the first to throw him under the bus when his head is turned. I understand his identity is wrapped around "friends" that even making a song about "fake friends" couldn't save his failed and non existent music career.

Doing fraud for money with those two men for his was an accomplishment besides him being a group administrator. 37 Years old man and he was always beggy to me that he even had my name as his Facebook password. I never considered him as my best friend not even once. I always have people calling me their sister, sibling or best friend when I never called them or even considered them that to me not even once. I'm actually laughing typing this because his job is to monitor me I mean what can he do other than monitor me and what I do.

"The shortest man who ever lived in his delusions and lies"
 
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WeepingWorm

WeepingWorm

negative value
Jun 30, 2025
58
Fully agreed. I wish I had different circumstances. Kinder, civilized, with opportunity. Healthy body.
But for someone to have all that, means someone else must suffer and take the L. Happened to be us.
 

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