felony
hang me by the throat.
- Mar 8, 2023
- 25
I hate feeling depressed all the time. I hate feeling alone all the time. It seems like no matter what i do to feel happiness nothing ever truly works.
People always disregard me as if i don't matter and when i try to be nice to people it never gets anywhere except me being completely ignored. The things i use to enjoy doing don't even make me feel good anymore it's like im emotionally numb to everything. All i want is to simply be happy and have some form of peace in my life but that will probably never happen.
I hate the fact that i was born, sometimes i wish i could die and people would just forget about me and move on with their lives. I don't deserve to be remembered, i dont deserved to be loved, i deserve to be completely forgotten as if i simply never existed.
Maybe in another life I'll be happy, maybe in another life I'll matter to someone. But i guess for now I'll just have to continue to suffer until i die.
People always disregard me as if i don't matter and when i try to be nice to people it never gets anywhere except me being completely ignored. The things i use to enjoy doing don't even make me feel good anymore it's like im emotionally numb to everything. All i want is to simply be happy and have some form of peace in my life but that will probably never happen.
I hate the fact that i was born, sometimes i wish i could die and people would just forget about me and move on with their lives. I don't deserve to be remembered, i dont deserved to be loved, i deserve to be completely forgotten as if i simply never existed.
Maybe in another life I'll be happy, maybe in another life I'll matter to someone. But i guess for now I'll just have to continue to suffer until i die.
