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Life’s a bitch
- Nov 9, 2023
- 398
As the title really, just a vent.
Had a horrific day that just reiterates the fact I want to CTB. I don't want to be here but with all the will in the world and even if I had zero SI I'm just not able to run for the bus yet, too much to do before I can leave.
I'm dreading Christmas and New Year but if I can just get myself sorted before and get my method prepared I'll plough through it.
Still mainly looking at inert gas or GULPS CO but had a night of hanging thoughts last night which is highly unusual for me. Pretty sure it'll be gas or one sort or another.
Hate this world, hate my life, I don't want to be here.
Had a horrific day that just reiterates the fact I want to CTB. I don't want to be here but with all the will in the world and even if I had zero SI I'm just not able to run for the bus yet, too much to do before I can leave.
I'm dreading Christmas and New Year but if I can just get myself sorted before and get my method prepared I'll plough through it.
Still mainly looking at inert gas or GULPS CO but had a night of hanging thoughts last night which is highly unusual for me. Pretty sure it'll be gas or one sort or another.
Hate this world, hate my life, I don't want to be here.