I wish I was normal

[fallingbehind]

I wish I was born normal. I wish I had wants, desires and dreams like everybody else. I wish I was smart, I wish I had drive. I wish I could understand what makes life so appealing to others. I desperately want to understand why other people can function normally and actually see the purpose in living.

This will never happen. It will always be difficult for me to wake up, I will always feel miserable doing anything. I will never be normal.

 

[kopebaldy]

"Normal" is a funny word.

To most, it's natural.

To some, it's a luxury.

To a few, it's impossible.

 

[Amile]

Same...
I wish I had been born as an actual human.
I only had one shot at life, and it was wasted on this creature.

 

[Holu]

Idek what normal means really. I feel like I've tried and failed enough to be normal. I'm sick of trying, I just want it all to end.

 

[mantis]

I understand how you feel. I guess what's "normal" is different for everyone. In a way, on this forum, you are normal.