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Awesomefoid67

Awesomefoid67

she/it, terminally silly :3
Sep 10, 2024
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i've had so many things suggested but i either go "no its not that" immediately cus i dont think it fits that, or for other stuff i just flip between "maybe it could be that" and "no its definitely not" every few days or so and i hate it. i wish i knew what was wrong so i could treat it . i'[ve tried to talk to medical professionals but they just dont care and ignore me. i have no idea wtf is up or who i am orw ahtever rn its annoiying

sorry if this makes nosense im drunk rn but yeah
 
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aikomaxxing

aikomaxxing

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May 31, 2024
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no its ok i understand like i feel so self aware it makes me feel like im crazy i just wanna be normal i wish i could experience life like other people do
 
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needthebus

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Apr 29, 2024
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i've had so many things suggested but i either go "no its not that" immediately cus i dont think it fits that, or for other stuff i just flip between "maybe it could be that" and "no its definitely not" every few days or so and i hate it. i wish i knew what was wrong so i could treat it . i'[ve tried to talk to medical professionals but they just dont care and ignore me. i have no idea wtf is up or who i am orw ahtever rn its annoiying

sorry if this makes nosense im drunk rn but yeah
dialectical behavioral therapy will help you
 
needthebus

needthebus

Voted SaSu™ Member Most Likely to Succeed
Apr 29, 2024
771
i've had so many things suggested but i either go "no its not that" immediately cus i dont think it fits that, or for other stuff i just flip between "maybe it could be that" and "no its definitely not" every few days or so and i hate it. i wish i knew what was wrong so i could treat it . i'[ve tried to talk to medical professionals but they just dont care and ignore me. i have no idea wtf is up or who i am orw ahtever rn its annoiying

sorry if this makes nosense im drunk rn but yeah
dialectical behavioral therapy will help you
i dont think it will tbh but ok
there's a lot of data on dbt helping people

it suggests specific things and strategies and is not just random like therapy. it helps people who struggle with intense emotions

if you want to ctb for a specific reason (genetic disorder, terminal illness, unending grief or heartbreak) then dbt won't help

if you want to ctb because of feeling terrible emotionally due to strong emotional reactions to stuff, dbt will help you
 
Awesomefoid67

Awesomefoid67

she/it, terminally silly :3
Sep 10, 2024
787
dialectical behavioral therapy will help you

there's a lot of data on dbt helping people

it suggests specific things and strategies and is not just random like therapy. it helps people who struggle with intense emotions

if you want to ctb for a specific reason (genetic disorder, terminal illness, unending grief or heartbreak) then dbt won't help

if you want to ctb because of feeling terrible emotionally due to strong emotional reactions to stuff, dbt will help you
i dont think it will tbh its partially cus of that partially cus adhd partially cus autism its lots of stuff really but also i don't think anything can help with that tbh.
 
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Loaf of bread

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Mar 22, 2022
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In my case psychiatry never diagnosed me with anything to figure out whats wrong with me, they just used CBT + SSRI as a miracle cure. No diagnoses, no idea whats wrong with me.
 
Awesomefoid67

Awesomefoid67

she/it, terminally silly :3
Sep 10, 2024
787
i dont think it will tbh its partially cus of that partially cus adhd partially cus autism its lots of stuff really but also i don't think anything can help with that tbh.
im curious though wtf does dbt actually do that will somehow stop me from feeling like shit and hurting myself over the tiniest things like my bestie just mentioning That Bitch?
 

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