Some days are worse than others some weeks are better than most. I'm very tired of feeling this way like many of you. I still feel shameful for wanting to kill myself since I am healthy, young, and so privileged in this life. So I decided with nothing to lose I would try and better myself completing stepping out of my comfort zone. Working out, trying to get money, getting into more physical hobbies, going out more. Motivation isn't a problem it's more about discipline I have already been doing this for a little more than a week. If I feel like not much has changed mentally or physically and I still feel the same then I'll kill myself but at least I tried. SN is the method of choice I'll order everything within the next few weeks and keep it in a safe place. I don't have a deadline ill just do it when I feel completely hopeless.
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@anyoneshorizon that's a good idea, no one should CTB unless they are absolutely sure. I hope things improve for you.
FuneralCry
Just wanting some peace
- Sep 24, 2020
- 43,751
I wish you the best with what you are doing and I hope that you find relief from your suffering whether you decide to ctb or not. I understand the feeling of being tired of everything.
locked*n*loaded
Archangel
- Apr 15, 2022
- 8,995
That sounds like a damn good plan. You owe it to yourself to try everything in your power to get better, find some happiness, have a life if at all possible. The option to ctb is always there should things not work out. You're the most important person in your world (well, unless you have kids, I guess), so you should exhaust all possibilities to make things better for yourself. Kudos to you and good luck.
I hope things work out for you!! I think it's amazing that you're trying to better yourself and I wish you all the best! If you have even the slightest want to live, I think it's worth pursuing. You're going to do great!
Keep fighting until the end. It will give you peace if you make your decision knowing you have the best that you could. Hoping things improve for you! 
