rotten_hrtz
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- Nov 25, 2025
- 7
Before I begin, I would like to say that he is the reason I have attempted suicide repeatedly
For as long as I can remember, my dad always expressed hatred towards me. I remember when I was 5 years old and he told me I was fat like a cow, and when he saw me crying he told me I was very sensitive and I didn't know how to "laugh at myself," so I learned to hide my feelings so I wouldn't look like a crybaby or something. As time went on, he started to become more violent with my mom, my mom works all day and he would take advantage of that to mistreat me and my sister as revenge for the arguments he had with my mom, but his mistreatment was always worse towards me.
Everyone thought we were a perfect family because my dad always seemed kind and good but when we were alone he was a monster. Ever since I was little, I just wanted my dad to die or simply stop humiliating me for everything, but he never stopped, and every year that passed, everything got worse.
My dad even tried to kill my mom and threatened to do it in front of my younger sister and me. He had us all terrified; my dad seemed like he was crazy and the police did nothing because supposedly there was no physical evidence that my dad was hurting us.
I was scared, so I never told my mom what my dad was doing to me because I was afraid he would hit me even harder. He became so cruel and neglectful that he wouldn't feed us for hours at a time as punishment, When I turned 11, my mom found out what he had done to us and left him. My dad tried to act like a good father and repeatedly tried to apologize to my mom, although she never forgave him.
And now, after discovering that he even abused me, he continues trying to pretend he's a good father. Today he called me to ask how I was and said he missed me, I don't understand how he keeps pretending nothing happened and that I'm just exaggerating. I don't think he'll ever regret it, but I hope he feels a lot of pain when I finally die.
For as long as I can remember, my dad always expressed hatred towards me. I remember when I was 5 years old and he told me I was fat like a cow, and when he saw me crying he told me I was very sensitive and I didn't know how to "laugh at myself," so I learned to hide my feelings so I wouldn't look like a crybaby or something. As time went on, he started to become more violent with my mom, my mom works all day and he would take advantage of that to mistreat me and my sister as revenge for the arguments he had with my mom, but his mistreatment was always worse towards me.
Everyone thought we were a perfect family because my dad always seemed kind and good but when we were alone he was a monster. Ever since I was little, I just wanted my dad to die or simply stop humiliating me for everything, but he never stopped, and every year that passed, everything got worse.
My dad even tried to kill my mom and threatened to do it in front of my younger sister and me. He had us all terrified; my dad seemed like he was crazy and the police did nothing because supposedly there was no physical evidence that my dad was hurting us.
I was scared, so I never told my mom what my dad was doing to me because I was afraid he would hit me even harder. He became so cruel and neglectful that he wouldn't feed us for hours at a time as punishment, When I turned 11, my mom found out what he had done to us and left him. My dad tried to act like a good father and repeatedly tried to apologize to my mom, although she never forgave him.
And now, after discovering that he even abused me, he continues trying to pretend he's a good father. Today he called me to ask how I was and said he missed me, I don't understand how he keeps pretending nothing happened and that I'm just exaggerating. I don't think he'll ever regret it, but I hope he feels a lot of pain when I finally die.
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