I will never have true love or satisfaction.

[Parnate]

I am gay , male , 31. I have had hookups with other gay and bi men. But honestly I always fantasise about being a woman and having sex with straight men. I want to be loved by a man as a woman. I want to enjoy sex as a woman. I want to be treated and loved like a wife by a man.
There is gender reassignment surgery but even if I do that , I am not sure I will be a desirable woman, Also in my country most men will only marry a biological woman.

 

[Alexandra_]

I also have gender dysphoria. I understand your feelings very well. Under other circumstances, I would decide to change the floor. But nothing will save me, only death. I hope you can be happy

 

[Parnate]

I also have gender dysphoria. I understand your feelings very well. Under other circumstances, I would decide to change the floor. But nothing will save me, only death. I hope you can be happy

I will only be happy after death, nothing in this life makes me happy, maybe another life will. I am so desperate for my new life or the next life to start so I can be someone else.

I also have gender dysphoria. I understand your feelings very well. Under other circumstances, I would decide to change the floor. But nothing will save me, only death. I hope you can be happy

Would you like to share your story ?

 

[Hellis]

In a similar situation. I wish I was a real man with a girlfriend and maybe even a family. I'd love to be a dad. However, I'll never transition and if I did, I'd probably be viewed as a trans man rather than just a man. I'm also fucking ugly as a woman so I'd probably just end up on a website labeled as looking like an incel.

My dreams keep me going, which I only get away with by being closeted.

 

[Alexandra_]

I will only be happy after death, nothing in this life makes me happy, maybe another life will. I am so desperate for my new life or the next life to start so I can be someone else.

Would you like to share your story ?

My story is very sad. I suffer because of diseases, failure to accept appearance and gender dysphoria. I am a bisexual woman. I was born a woman, but I would like to be a man, my body is disgusting to me in every sense