I will hang myself soon

[Terrible_Life_99]

Hey , i have more questions for you:) why did you chose poacher knot and for anchor point how did you test the knots. what does your research say about any sounds and convulsions after being unconsciousness.

Hey, poachers knot with a stopper knot is in my opinion much safer than the noose knot even with stopper combined. Literally if I just touch the noose knot little bit it feels extremely unsafe, BUT I know many here want to use it and I don't want ti scare anyone here, there is a video where a woman used the noose knot and it worked for her.
You can put your rope on the anchor point and fixate it with your knot (bowline? Right?) then put your hands on the rope and push your self all your body over the ground. Also after you fixed your rope on the anchor point you could create 2 little loops with 2 8er knots both above the ground and put your foot inside those 2 loops. You'll be over the ground thats how I did it. When your anchor point looks good and your rope won't be damaged everything is fine, be little bit over the ground while testing in case that something will be destroyed that you won't be hurt.

 

[tanshakti]

Hey, poachers knot with a stopper knot is in my opinion much safer than the noose knot even with stopper combined. Literally if I just touch the noose knot little bit it feels extremely unsafe, BUT I know many here want to use it and I don't want ti scare anyone here, there is a video where a woman used the noose knot and it worked for her.
You can put your rope on the anchor point and fixate it with your knot (bowline? Right?) then put your hands on the rope and push your self all your body over the ground. Also after you fixed your rope on the anchor point you could create 2 little loops with 2 8er knots both above the ground and put your foot inside those 2 loops. You'll be over the ground thats how I did it. When your anchor point looks good and your rope won't be damaged everything is fine, be little bit over the ground while testing in case that something will be destroyed that you won't be hurt.

Thanks I have to look into poachers knot. slipknot one slides thats how it gets the desired constriction, with double knot it looked solid to me. but its safe to be than sorry. also, based on your research what risks do you see of a failed attempt ?

 

[Terrible_Life_99]

Thanks I have to look into poachers knot. slipknot one slides thats how it gets the desired constriction, with double knot it looked solid to me. but its safe to be than sorry. also, based on your research what risks do you see of a failed attempt ?

3 big risks
Nr.1) The anchor point breaks
Nr.2)Rope tears
Nr.3)Someone will interrupt you before at least 30 minutes after you hanged yourself

Other issues but they can be avoided easily:
-make sure to position the noose above your adams apple at least 2-3 finger width
-put the knot behind your neck at the middle placed. The front above adams apple is 12 o'clock position ans behind neck witg knot is 6 o'clock
-make sure to be high enough above tye ground

 

[indigoor]

I will die soon. Nobody will ever know how much I've suffered with his toxic family! I wish I would have been adopted to a nice stable family who would have thought me about this cruel world, but no, I had to be tortured by this terrible family. The made my life a hell and I'm so happy that soon my life will end. Who knows what will come after death? Nobody, BUT one thing is clear, when I'm dead, I'll never have to live this life with all its suffering, I'll never have to see my father again, I'll never have to feel like a an useful peace of shit…nobody will be able to revive my shit life.

literally my thought process. literally

 

[Hangman.]

Welcome to the site. :)
You sound like a chill and kind person,
I hope you find peace soon

I think this way. My neck has a scope from 40cm. When I hang the scope will reduce to the half so that will be 20cm, now the other important part, which rope material will you use is very important. Some ropes to stretch more than others. I asked Ai about the stretching of different rope materials. My polyester rope would stretch 10cm.
So that will make together 30cm. I calculated that my height will be 50-55cm minus the 30cm I'll not touch the ground. My other option would be to go more near the wood beam so that the height will be even higher but then the problem is that there is little space and my face would crash against the wall.
But yeah this is a good way to calculate the height. Measure everything .

Do you know the thickness of the rope and which company you bought the rope from?

 

[RadiantNumber]

Hope you're find peace and happines afterlife

 

[Terrible_Life_99]

Welcome to the site. :)
You sound like a chill and kind person,
I hope you find peace soon

Do you know the thickness of the rope and which company you bought the rope from?

Hi, the rope is 12mm thick and its a polyester rope. The company was a German one I forgot their name but it was a company in Hamburg.

 

[Terrible_Life_99]

Hope you're find peace and happines afterlife

I tend to believe that nothing will come after death and that makes it all so much sadder. Circumstances made me this suffering person and at the end there will be no justice, no fulfillment nothing just emptiness