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Oneiron

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Dec 4, 2018
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Its the only place where i am alone when everywhen went home. I can stay as long as i want. We have a rope and camping gas (butane) that i will inhale before i jump from a small stool. The only anchor we have is a door, where i have no keys to so i cant close them up. My biggest fear is that the door will open while im convulsing or the door will break and i fail. In that case, i am truely fucked up since how the hell i explain my boss that i broke his door during a suicide atempt. The anchor will be either the door handle or a dumbell (which we also have at work). I have so much fear of failing. Any advises?
 
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There have actually been several people who attempted this. Catching the bus at work, I mean. Someone posted here that some lady attempted at work and was actually saved by a coworker and then went into a coma or had severe brain damage.
 
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There have actually been several people who attempted this. Catching the bus at work, I mean. Someone posted here that some lady attempted at work and was actually saved by a coworker and then went into a coma or had severe brain damage.
I am pretty much sure i will be alone and no one are there to save me
 
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