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LastBitOfJoy

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Dec 18, 2023
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I will go with partial hanging tonight.

It seems over at this point, I can't find any more excuses to live anymore. I am tired of battling with myself everyday, tired of my mental issues and my current economic situtations.

I will go with partial hanging, and prepare it very carefully to not fail. I've read tutorials about it here and will search more information throughout the day. I am not excited or sad, I just want this to be over as I can't make sense of my life anymore.

I reached a point that I can't return, I can't return from this. I don't care what others will think or how my family, friends will feel. I am not happy and have been suffering for a long time, and I don't need any other reason to ctb. I am tired guys, hope tonight I will be free from all this bullshit that's been there against me and just get rid of all my suffering. Peace to y'all
 
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Soc

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Dec 9, 2023
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I'm sorry it has come to this. I too am thinking about the right time but am waiting until Christmas is over and I have my own place to do it. Right now I don't want to ruin the feelings in my family's home. Waiting is so painful for me too.
 
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Praestat_Mori

Mori praestat, quam haec pati!
May 21, 2023
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I'm sorry you have to go through that. I wish you all the best with your plan and I hope you find peace. Safte travels and good luck!
 
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Kalista

Failed hard to pull the trigger - Now using SN
Feb 5, 2023
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Rest well from it all.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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I hope that you find freedom from your suffering, best of luck with your plans.
 
breezeboy

breezeboy

To infinity and beyond
Dec 8, 2023
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Im so sorry. Good luck with everything
 
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LeperGnome

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Nov 14, 2023
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Good luck to you, I hope you can leave all this behind.
 
Aim

Aim

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Sep 12, 2023
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I am very sorry that your life came to this, your worth so much more 🤍 but then again, I wish you all the best and a peaceful transition in your decision. Xo♥️
 
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Gonnerr

Enlightened
Mar 12, 2023
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Good luck , i wish you a peaceful exit.

Per ardua ad astra.
 
Angel of Spades

Angel of Spades

barely keeping it together
May 23, 2023
84
Safe travels! I hope you get off at the right stop, and hopefully we'll meet again at the end of the line :)
 
CheekyPhobia

CheekyPhobia

Reasonless, well it stands to reason...
Aug 1, 2022
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Hope it went peacefully for you.
 

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