Help I will CTB tonight this is my plan

[breadMan]

I have 50mg of clonazepam. And 700ml of oldmonk (rum). I am going to take that and all the melatonin i have. And pray for the best. Any other yhings i can combine? OTC stuff? Any help would be appreciated. I don't want to throw up all of it.

 

[NearlyIrrelevantCake]

Why ODs Fail Miserably (A Guide)

There's still a lot of questions and inquiries about ODs, and people asking about what things may facilitate a successful attempt. Let's be clear, ODs are rarely fatal. Why? For a couple of reasons: (1) modern medications are designed to be very safe, as manufacturers aim to avoid deaths that...

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Non-methods that should not be attempted

mod note: this has been added to the suicide resource compilation at the top. This has been made in response to the ever increasing amount of posts made about highly unlikely methods. Please read before posting about one of these methods or feel free to link if someone does post about them...

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[keeptheghostout]

You won't die from that, sorry to break it to you.

 

[breadMan]

I have prior heart issues, maybe with that is it possible? also how much alcohol should i use?

Lets say i take all this and jump off a bridge? Would jumping off a bridge be easier with all this? I have a bridge in mind

 

[flightless bird]

please don't do it. it will not work and just make things worse.

 

[easyb123]

I have 50mg of clonazepam. And 700ml of oldmonk (rum). I am going to take that and all the melatonin i have. And pray for the best. Any other yhings i can combine? OTC stuff? Any help would be appreciated. I don't want to throw up all of it.

Hi I would highly suggest planning for the possibility that it may not work: I had an OD attempt with painkillers, benzos, muscle relaxants and alcohol attempt (that I had frankly assumed was overkill) -fail. I had no doubt att that I was taking enough serious meds to suppress my heart and breathing but it didn't. I thot I was in the clear because I managed to not puke so I had no plan for waking up -two days later in my apartment feeling like I'd been run over by a bus & having to come up with excuses on the spot for why I was so out of it & still couldn't stand up straight. I lied thru my teeth & narrowly escaped what would have become massive public humiliation If not being sent to a hospital. It took another 2 full days in bed to recover after waking. & I was out all of the meds I'd hoarded to ctb.

 

[breadMan]

Hi I would highly suggest planning for the possibility that it may not work: I had an OD attempt with painkillers, benzos, muscle relaxants and alcohol attempt (that I had frankly assumed was overkill) -fail. I had no doubt att that I was taking enough serious meds to suppress my heart and breathing but it didn't. I thot I was in the clear because I managed to not puke so I had no plan for waking up -two days later in my apartment feeling like I'd been run over by a bus & having to come up with excuses on the spot for why I was so out of it & still couldn't stand up straight. I lied thru my teeth & narrowly escaped what would have become massive public humiliation If not being sent to a hospital. It took another 2 full days in bed to recover after waking. & I was out all of the meds I'd hoarded to ctb.

if i combine it with a 40m jump? Would that work? would that reduce my SI?
i found a post with a method with a socks and shoelace with videos to support it. i cant find that post anymore can someone send it to me? whats that method called?
i found a post with a method with a socks and shoelace with videos to support it. i cant find that post anymore can someone send it to me? whats that method called?
i found a post with a method with a socks and shoelace with videos to support it. i cant find that post anymore can someone send it to me? whats that method called?

 

[easyb123]

if i combine it with a 40m jump? Would that work? would that reduce my SI?
i found a post with a method with a socks and shoelace with videos to support it. i cant find that post anymore can someone send it to me? whats that method called?
i found a post with a method with a socks and shoelace with videos to support it. i cant find that post anymore can someone send it to me? whats that method called?
i found a post with a method with a socks and shoelace with videos to support it. i cant find that post anymore can someone send it to me? whats that method called?

I don't understand

Hi I would highly suggest planning for the possibility that it may not work: I had an OD attempt with painkillers, benzos, muscle relaxants and alcohol attempt (that I had frankly assumed was overkill) -fail. I had no doubt att that I was taking enough serious meds to suppress my heart and breathing but it didn't. I thot I was in the clear because I managed to not puke so I had no plan for waking up -two days later in my apartment feeling like I'd been run over by a bus & having to come up with excuses on the spot for why I was so out of it & still couldn't stand up straight. I lied thru my teeth & narrowly escaped what would have become massive public humiliation If not being sent to a hospital. It took another 2 full days in bed to recover after waking. & I was out all of the meds I'd hoarded to ctb.

I had done some research so I took pills w grapefruit juice bc some were bar benzos & I have a very sensitive tolerance for all depressants & rx painmeds: even w that + the large amounts I took -it was not close to enough research. It is —much— harder to OD on prescription meds irl than it looks on tv. Hope this helps

 

[DeadSouls]

I have 50mg of clonazepam. And 700ml of oldmonk (rum). I am going to take that and all the melatonin i have. And pray for the best. Any other yhings i can combine? OTC stuff? Any help would be appreciated. I don't want to throw up all of it.

Is that all? I was looking for it to say 'SN' somewhere. Ya, no. You will likely just start vomiting.

 

[breadMan]

Is that all? I was looking for it to say 'SN' somewhere. Ya, no. You will likely just start vomiting.

please give me a sourse where i can buy SN in canada, i really dont have much time. I would need to jump of a bridge tonight or hope that i can somehow get some SN from somewhere with in aweek (i would much preffer that becasue this jump seems very scary). I will use the clonazapam right befoe the jump tho and hopefully that helps soemhow

 

[DeadSouls]

please give me a sourse where i can buy SN in canada, i really dont have much time. I would need to jump of a bridge tonight or hope that i can somehow get some SN from somewhere with in aweek (i would much preffer that becasue this jump seems very scary). I will use the clonazapam right befoe the jump tho and hopefully that helps soemhow

I don't know, sorry.

 

[stoiccactus]

Yeah second the opinion that this probably won't work, but at least you've got some rum and can have a good time