I went on a date and had my first kiss

[ZanganoBrah]

But I could tell she was not that impressed when she saw me in person, her facial expression was gloomy and she walked in front of me instead of at the same pace and looking at me and chatting.

We had mcDonald's introduced ourselves got to know each other. I'm not that good at small talk but I answered the questions and asked my own.

Then we walked around the beach, it was night time and then we sat on a park bench and then it just happened and we kissed and made out.

I went back to her place and everything was going great but then I didn't know how to put the condom and she got turned off and said shes not in the mood anymore. So we just cuddled and spooned and kissed.

Well first time doesn't go perfectly, especially for Neurodivergent people

 

[Gangrel]

it's understandable, first times are always shit, but congrats on your first kiss, hope it's the first of many

 

[ZanganoBrah]

it's understandable, first times are always shit, but congrats on your first kiss, hope it's the first of many

Thanks

 

[ObsidianWatcher]

First times always suck, but nonetheless congratulations on taking that step! Definitely practice putting a condom on in your spare time. Frustrating things.

 

[thinkkank]

I was advised to always have a condom on just in case such situations happen. Other than that you did pretty good, a lot of people don't get a kiss or the chance to go back to the lady's place. You must've really impressed her.

 

[ZanganoBrah]

I was advised to always have a condom on just in case such situations happen. Other than that you did pretty good, a lot of people don't get a kiss or the chance to go back to the lady's place. You must've really impressed her.

Unfortunately she said it's best we stop seeing each other

But she wished me the best for my future dates

First times always suck, but nonetheless congratulations on taking that step! Definitely practice putting a condom on in your spare time. Frustrating things.

Yeah I practised with a banana putting the condom on

But I think there was more to it, like she probably was disappointed in my body (not muscular). She also took OCD medication and then seemed to lose interest in bed.

And my communication was awkward and didn't seem to have great chemistry.

Don't know what to do now

 

[ZanganoBrah]

please hlep me god

 

[X-sanguinate86]

Forget her. She seems like a difficult person to deal with. There are others who are better.