I just can't seem to get the point of choosing to live. I dont like eating, waking up, playing game, watching movies. Nothing excites me. I dont care. I don't want to slave away my life just so I can give myself controlled doses of dopamine to keep going all for what?
I used to think i would live till the age of 60 and then CTB no matter what, living beyond that sounds exhausting. But now I can't live, theres no fucking point.
I will be taking metoclopramide with sodium nitrite with alprazolam to relieve anxiety. I am just not sure how much of alprazolam I should be taking or if I should avoid it.
I used to think i would live till the age of 60 and then CTB no matter what, living beyond that sounds exhausting. But now I can't live, theres no fucking point.
I will be taking metoclopramide with sodium nitrite with alprazolam to relieve anxiety. I am just not sure how much of alprazolam I should be taking or if I should avoid it.
