I was lurking incel forum

[doomerguy88]

Suicide prevention hotline how can I help you?
"Hey, I intend to end my own life via insulin and got told to contact you for a source"
………..
These trolls really be thinking that suicidality eats your brain cells and makes you believe them

im not sure i will, haha. im trying to live life. because before my attempt i had hopes that my close ones will heal someday. but now i know they wont

but if i ever will decide to ctb, i would use sn again. and i think that 25 g is an overkill, this amount will make you vomit for sure. i would take something like 10 g instead. if even after 2 g i ended up in the icu, then 10 g will be enough. with lower amount the chanses of vomiting are lower. but yeah, i think it will be nasty either way. 2 g were not nasty at all, i even kinda liked the taste, hahaha. i like saltiness, it even reminded me of some kind of potato chips, hahaha, with a slight touch of chemical flavor im a pervert, i know

Are you saying the chemical flavor wasn't that strong? Like it was mostly a salty taste with a slight chemical flavor.

 

[meddle]

Are you saying the chemical flavor wasn't that strong? Like it was mostly a salty taste with a slight chemical flavor.

yeah, it was mostly salty taste with a slight chemical flavor. really similar to table salt

 

[name2come]

If there is one thing participants in an incel forum can be counted on for, its to speak authoritatively about things they are wrong about. Followed closely upon making up credentials to coerce agreement.

I don't think SN is some magic answer to suicidality, but I also feel like when people dismiss it so instantly like this, they don't really understand how it works and liken it to slowly suffocating to death. That's not really what happens. One shouldn't expect it to be free of pain or discomfort, but I'm bemused by the alternative suggestion that we should just take a Benadryl to sleep though the insulin overdose. That's certainly not my experience with Benadryl. They are universalizing to privilege their own viewpoint, but I guess we knew that with them being an "incel".

 

[doomerguy88]

yeah, it was mostly salty taste with a slight chemical flavor. really similar to table salt

Thanks. I don't know why it tastes more chemically for some than others. But one person suggested it might be similar to how some people like cilantro and others have a gene that makes it taste like soap.

 

[Unsure and Useless]

I'm betting this person just wants to hear someone suffer in their last moments. As someone who went on that forum a few times and witnessed these people cheering for gore vids, it wouldn't surprise me if some of these incels want to hear a death in real time

 

[NoMeta]

нет, мой отец выбросил его. но в магазине, где я купил SN, он все еще продается (я из России, так что найти SN здесь несложно). я бы сказал, что я не страдал. и это было терпимо. как и сказано в инструкции. поскольку я принял всего 2 г, симптомы появились примерно через 1,5 часа. но ничего мучительного. головокружение, слабость, цианоз. мои пальцы стали очень холодными и онемевшими, и мне было трудно пользоваться телефоном. Я был немного ошеломлен, мог слышать и видеть, но не совсем понимал, что происходит. Я не чувствовал страха (но, возможно, это эффект алпразолама), головной боли, тошноты (потому что 2 г на самом деле не раздражают желудок)

Это как? Магазин реактивов типо?

 

[Aflame5926]

and there was discussion of SN

and one particular post got my attention


"DO NOT DO THIS. I am a medical professional. You WILL die in pain using this method. If you wanna go, purchase over the counter insulin. Take that, then 100mgs of diphenhydramine. You'll fall right asleep, and never wake up. BUT contact me or a suicide hotline before you end it. I don't think anyone here needs to die."

What do you think
insulin and diphenhydramine method?

"ONLY one post"?.............

welp on to the next SN thread

 

[EmptyBottle]

and there was discussion of SN

and one particular post got my attention


"DO NOT DO THIS. I am a medical professional. You WILL die in pain using this method. If you wanna go, purchase over the counter insulin. Take that, then 100mgs of diphenhydramine. You'll fall right asleep, and never wake up. BUT contact me or a suicide hotline before you end it. I don't think anyone here needs to die."

What do you think
insulin and diphenhydramine method?

I saw that post too (I check that forum once in a rare while, tho dw to all the long term users, I'll never make an account there)

 

[meddle]

Это как? Магазин реактивов типо?

да

 

[NoMeta]

да

вывеска так и гласит? магазин химреактивов? или может отдел какой то в строительном